All I have are my memories and the strange way my life has unfolded.
The only thing extra I have is a concept package given to me by The Pilot in 1972 . After my brother David's funeral.
During the time I went to visit him .A man I now refer to as The Pilot .
His last words to me back in 1972
We broke a lot of rules
We rolled the dice hard .
There are Time Constraints Poorly Defined
He actually said ill defined
Do not be stupid
I will not return
Take it as far as you can .
Never saw him again after the 7th visit
Did he say can not or will not return
It makes a difference but I can not be sure .
All I have are my memories and the strange way my life has unfolded .
The Pilots Concept Package is merely most of the memories of the 7 visits .
There were aspects of the concept package that were interesting . After the 7 visits in 1972 I promptly forgot about the Pilot . it was apparently
necessary. The concept package remained dormant and hidden in my memories . In the early 1980's after a multi tiered attack from one of the hostile
George Orwellian Machines I was stressed and depressed . Thoughts of suicide entered my mind . I could see no escape from the hostile surveillance of
which there were three separate teams . Apparently unaware of each other . There was another which never interacted merely watched . Thoughts of
suicide provoked a response from the concept package . A man appeared in my mind and proceeded to talk to me and teach me how to make concept packages
and launch them. Then how to anticipate the returning feedback ripples . Imagine a large pond with a thousand people around it. Everyone is tossing
pepples into the pond creating various type ripples . The ripples interact with each other as they cross the pond bounce off the opposite bank and
return to the sender of the ripple . Theoretically each returning ripple carries information from every interacting ripple which leaves an
informational imprint in theory . Impossible for the human mind or even a complex AI computer to gather all that data . However understanding the
concepts helps to read your returning feed back ripples . Learning how to design concept packages that are interesting and contain no toxic propaganda
keys or emotionally charged aspects is key factor when engaged in a Timeline Scanners Propaganda Puppeteer War . Cheaper than a puppet war which this
planetary system seems to prefer .
Thoughts of suicide always prompted the concept package to open . Then together we would Launch concept packages designed for various purposes which
included altering patterns to insure success of project once engaged in the future . Then after examining current status around us concept package
finally came to the point.
Do you really need to commit suicide . After all you might be able to do a favor for a friend . Just in case .
Typically that was enough . I was still breathing able to take one step after another . So I continued unable to shake the George Orwellian
Machines or halt the damage they were doing to me and my life .
In hindsight I feel the Concept Package restricted my ability to understand how the George Orwellian Machines formed . likewise the concept package
has / had forget me aspects , training concepts , tools , hidden data , compressed data , tamper resistance aspects , and defense aspects.
It probably had a self destruct aspect in case I opened it prematurely and was corrupted by the theories and the tools they provide .
The theoretical model of the mind plus the theory on PTSD combined , allow one to see the patterns people produce as they interact with the world in
the moment now . The brain roughly three pounds of mush . Like the universe itself a finite system which yields finite number of patterns . People
damaged by propaganda exposure or damaged by PTSD traumatic events are crippled and have more repeating patterns than non damaged minds . A
propagandized mind is to a large degree bound by 15 positive keys and 15 negative propaganda keys . Also the overall conceptual constructs of the
entire abusive package . Combined the entire construct and emotionally charged memories slowly over time percolate and simmer in the background of our
minds . This leads to a corruption of our historical memory data base . Every decision one makes is tainted to one degree or another by the
contamination of the logical supporting construct and meaning of the over all abusive package .
Theoretical model of the Mind .
1. Conscious mind 40% of the brain . Rooted in the command control interface that interacts with outside world. All sensory organs and communication
aspects are rooted and locked in by the conscious mind . The conscious mind collects data from outside world . In a rapidly changing hostile predatory
world the conscious mind is 100% engaged with survival or with winning a pin ball game where fast reflexes are required . For this reason the
conscious mind merely passes all new data back to the subconscious mind. .
2. Subconscious mind occupies 40% of the brain . Is not quite self aware and is an automatic system which resides in dream land . Dreamland an area
that is above the imperative instinct impact drive . The imperative instinct impact drive is located above the brain stem .
The subconscious mind comprises 40% of the human brain and doesn't speak out languages at first , at least at his deepest level .His language is an
odd mix of imagery and complex abstract constructs . The subconscious has no external feed to out side world . My subconscious had a limited crude
understanding of the conscious mind and crude limited understanding of the outer world . Since childhood six years old or so , due to an article in
sci fi magazine I had been communicating with my subconscious. Article stated be friends with your subconscious it can be fun . Your subconscious can
spend time in the background working on ways to help you understand math or science if you just ask . your subconscious will not actually communicate
with you but will deliver to you the things and concepts you request of it is able . You can also have fun with it , the subconscious runs dream land
and if you request dreams about rocket ships it will gladly do so.
So for decades I had communication with my subconscious and dreams and concepts were delivered as promised.
Even so it took 8 or 9 years till my subconscious communicated to me directly . I was climbing up out of sleep and dreaming or REM Time . REM Time ,
rapid eye movement , or dreaming . Dreaming , REM Time the only tool the subconscious has to enhance brain performance , required to keep humans
sane . The subconscious an automatic system and the only evolutionary part of the mind designed to insure proper brain function. What a shame because
most people go from cradle to grave never talking to their subconscious .
I talk to my subconscious and we have become deep friends and are a team . I can not easily access all the tools and areas he resides in . The
subconscious on automatic pilot not quite self aware and having a strange conceptual understanding of the world learns quickly even if you never
Lacking communication the subconscious mind will never quite have a decent understanding of you or the outside world . likewise you will never
understand his world .
I released my subconscious from auto pilot mode . He is free to do as he pleases . he seems to primarily
edit on 2-4-2018 by PilotsLiquidPython because: Typos and tired