a reply to: geezlouise
I stayed up all night after the encounter, and when the sun rose my parents woke up and began tending to the property.
I had been locked out of the house all night and went to lie down in a spare bedroom, somewhat dazed.
Someone entered into the house and I felt something enter into my head, it was dense and hostile, like someone trying to enter into my mind and take
I jumped up and forced my consciousness back into my mind and found "my mother" staring at me.
This is where it gets weird.
I didn't believe it was my real
mother. Everything my senses told me was that it was a clone of some sort, an imposter. I stood before her
and noticed she was shorter that I remembered and her eyes were an ice blue color, different from her regular warm blue eyes.
She just stared at me, saying nothing.
Then I heard a voice in my head say "Hit me. Go on, Hit me."
I was confused as to what was happening, I declined to hit her and she got visibly angry.
Her pupils narrowed and almost turned white, and again I heard the command in my mind.
I reached out gently and gave her a light touch on the cheek.
Her eyes narrowed and I heard "now your going to get it" in a sinister tone.
She called my stepdad in from the field and suddenly she's full of drama and bursts out loud "She just HIT ME!"
Without further warning my stepdad stepped up and a quick calculation went from his mind to my own, he reeled back with a punch and it didn't connect,
and ended up being more like a stage punch, I reeled back instinctively and the whole while the "mother thing" was standing there with a smug look on
it's face, enjoying my "comeuppance".
I remember thinking this thing could not possibly be my mother, my family does not have outbursts of drama like this, and my mother has NEVER behaved
that way since I've known her.
Apparently the punch wasn't enough and the creature wanted even more drama, and I found myself in a struggle with my stepdad, who can easily overpower
me. Well, he did and I was on the ground with his knee on my throat and I heard him tell the mother-thing "that's how you overpower them."
I fell into a trance at this point and as soon as my stepdad released me from the hold I walked calmly into the spare bedroom and laid on the floor
wondering what the hell had just happened, I felt like I wasn't in my proper reality, that things had "shifted" and I was stuck in a stage like
facsimile of my real home and my real parents, forever destined to be part of an acting scenario with a "mother" who hated me.
They went outside and called the police, I could hear them laughing like nothing had happened and all was completely normal and meanwhile I was still
in a trance when the officer arrived.
I complied passively, was placed in cuffs and put in the back of the police car where I was transported to the County Jail.
Like I said I was there for three months before I was released to the nearest psychiatric clinic.
The County dropped the charges soon after.
The strange thing is, when I ask my parents about what happened from their perspective, my mother swears up and down I slapped the holy hell out of
her, and I swear on my life I would NEVER hit my mother like that. I'm not a fan of outward violence in any form, and was horrified to hear her
I remember thinking I had been replaced by a surrogate "me", just like I was convinced my mother was replaced by an impostor.
I know it sounds crazy but another thing that went through my mind while I was in the County Jail was that they were trying to return me to my proper
I know this sounds crazy.
I don't usually share this information because of the damage it could cause my family reputation, but at this point I have nothing to lose so I might
as well be candid about the experience. It might also be interesting to note when I was a child there was my "real" mother, and this "other mother"
as well as a "real father" and "other father" thematic.
Maybe I was
abducted and put in a "zoo" of sorts for something else's amusement.
The question is.....am I still there?
Sure feels like it sometimes.
Thanks for listening, I know this is terribly confusing to deal with, I appreciate your help with all this.