posted on Mar, 6 2018 @ 05:05 AM
originally posted by: Mike Stivic
My friend I'm glad you felt you could share your relapse with us all.. You are doing something that takes great strength nd courage, a slip here and
there is expected.. Its a steep slope back upbut it is worth it
I hope you know No one here judges you, we are here with hands open waiting for you to let us help you back up onto the wagon..
Hugs to you meathead!
I feel a bit uncomfortable calling you "meathead", especially after the nice words you wrote to me. But since you call yourself that, in your posts, i
think that it is OK. I know that no one here judges me, alright i needed reassurance, i wrote about my worries, and got my reassurance. It was an
issue i had, because everyone cheered me up and got my back due to sobriety, and i felt like i had failed them (shed people). Luckily, i am good
towards others no matter how much i drink. But if the drinking continues, my head is a mess and thought patterns negative. So it is practically
playing with fire, and i have burnt myself more than a couple of times.
Of course i told about drinking again. I promised i would. I will rather have one person to like me for being an honest me, than a hundred people like
me due to being fake.
It took a while to post this. I am at my friend's place, waiting for my friend to come home from work, and then we will cook something to eat. In the
middle of writing, one of the two cats jumped to my lap, looking at me like "Hey, stop writing. I am a cat and i demand your attention!"