posted on Dec, 17 2017 @ 02:19 PM
Well, first off, are you male or female? Its not important, more a point of curiosity. It seems that men seem to take such experiences in a certain,
rather consistent way. Its really kind of interesting ..
Anyway, perhaps putting so much weight on what psychics tell you isn't quite the way to go. Many have such talents, but lack the experience, insight,
etc. to make heads or tails of the data they are perceiving. Good 'ol Plato's Cave comes to mind. Much of it will turn into a projection of their
hopes and dreams (and delusions) for themselves.
Due to the nature of things, many answers in this field simply need to be found for ourselves. And then, we might eventually discover that "answers"
isn't even the appropriate term. Its more like growing a garden, or constructing a building. In that sense, sometimes we even need to start over for a
myriad of different reasons.
A lot of the stuff you mentioned is very typical among folks who have dipped their toes into certain waters. For most, it is essentially a trap from
which there will be no escape. Very, very, very few make it beyond and swirl around in the first big epiphanies they have. Advaita Vedanta
specifically is one where it is the most apparent.
So, what are the next steps? Just do what you are going to do instead of expending all effort and focus into how "special" you might be.
If you are supposed to start a business, have you made any progress on what it will be and how you will put it into action? If you really are
"special," what difference does it make if you don't build anything with it?