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originally posted by: Dancejunkie35
a reply to: CloseEncountersGuy
I used to be a very social outgoing girl. Til I got sick with lupus & RA. I learned who my real friends were quickly. I have none. I don't leave my home unless I have too. I get so lonely sometimes but all it takes is a few social interactions with the general public & I'm back to my hermit like existence. I think my issue is i have so many strange ( to the general public) interests like those here on ATS & in the bible belt small town Oklahoma hardly anyone i know is interested in catching evps reading tarot cards & looking for aliens. Haha I don't like people anymore but what I'm trying to say is I think it's my location more rhan anything. Maybe if i lived in one of the bigger cities id have more friends but I don't. AND it's sad. It's a sad lonely existence. But it's better than dealing with the constant pain of other people hurting you. As my best friend told me before he left. No one wants a sick girl! So. Dancejunkie is alone. But I'm not unhappy!
originally posted by: Oldtimer2
You sound very much like a kid I have,the result of too much gaming and little reality,I don't think others have the problem you do,sounds like you try to make yourself seem like the perfect person,in your eyes,you need help