posted on Oct, 16 2017 @ 05:01 AM
All I got for you today is some social commentary humor, folks. I am in a good mood. Here listening to Lou Reed and feeling some very nice vibes.
Nature, Universe, you are sooo ironic. Us guys are given these crazy, sometimes uncontrollable (as many guys prove) urges courtesy of hormone and
chemistry and placed in a confusion by what we perceive women might want or expect from us. We are totally "scizophreniatized" by the MSM with the
imagery and dramatization of macho male behaviors that in reality would get a woman callin' the police, lol!
The way I am having to deal with this as a guy is to stay low profile. I don't get involved with women right now as it is all a bit much. I have never
even cheated on a woman. Never done nothin' bad other than got a bit too fruity when I was 16, learnin' the ropes. I was once raped by a woman who I
lived with, kind of. We were drunk. I got totalled and she took advantage against my wishes. She was 36 at the time. I remember comin' round laughing
my head off with her on top of me, lol. Other girlfriends have initiated things with me when I was asleep or drunk a few times. It's cool.
I am not sure what women want me to do any longer. I never approach a woman or make a move even though I have been single for a long time. I have
never been any good with making moves. It has always been a woman making a move on me. I would hate to give unwanted attention and offend. I am very
sensitive, self conscious and even proud. My behavior is important to me. I try hard to remain intact integrity wise. Ironic that I am not popular
with women. I find a strange paradox in that. I wonder what women do actually want. They don't want Harvey and they don't want me at the other end of
the spectrum. I am really hoping that it is not just the "walking wallet" they want as that would be barbaric in this age of freedom and equality. I
can share what I have, but I could never buy me a girl. I like REAL love and romance, not business partnerships. I'm very much an idealist in that
sense, may be too much so, but so are many poets and musicians. Perhaps the vibe I am looking for no longer exists even?
The joke and the irony is why on earth didn't nature make it so the woman wanted to grope the guy? Lots of guys would love it! That is a table I would
LOVE to be turned...yes PLEASE! Typical to get things the wrong way round so it's misery instead of grope heaven. Damn!
edit on 16-10-2017 by Revolution9 because: (no reason given)