I heard good things and bad things about the LifeVest so I'll take whatever the insurance company allows me to.
The defib sounds like a wonderful idea. I wish they could get it in place any time now. I could use it today as my heart has been raising some
caution flags telling me that there is something wrong going on.
My wife passed away early in 2014. Even though she has plenty of health problems no one expected her to die overnight from bronchitis she had.
We were making plans to move to the Pacific Northwest that summer. No one planned for what ended up happening. That is why every couple needs to
have a copy of the user guide to grief and loss of a loved one. It's been hard for me to deal with as no one can ever explain how one feels when this
happens. We all experience different ways and order to how we feel.
I'm working on a book as well. It might get done a lot faster if I actually write anything down instead of keeping it in my head.
Your replies are always welcomed here, my friend.
I've heard that rumor of there being a light at the end of the tunnel as well. Things will get better in time. As for dad, he is my prison warden so
I don't talk to him and he doesn't bother me too much. I'm just waiting to finish my time at home.
To me, it felt like you have been away but I think that is mostly due to my not being here as much as I used to. lol
With my health issues, I only have so much strength to be here and participate with everyone else wise words.
Your 3D story reminds me a lot of the story of my youngest step-daughter. Maybe the two of you are long lost twins. She was queen bee of the
spelling bees when she was in school. Unfortunately, she found life outside of school more to her liking. This means that we homeschooled her for a
while. Then passed her along to live with her father and his wife at the time. There were a few times in between that she lived with her
grandparents as well.
So you were a product of the foster care organization. My wife was for only a short time until she was adopted. Yes, we did find her birth mom as
well. Ended up living across the street from her for a couple of years. My oldest step-daughter thought that sex = love and had eight children.
Five of them were taken away by the state as it was her decision to let them go. We tried to adopt at least two of them but it didn't go in our
favor. That leaves me but one choice my friend, I'll have to adopt you then.
One thing I need to add as I have been there myself. Take care of yourself as much as you can before going all out to help others.
Hugs my friend.
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