posted on Nov, 11 2017 @ 02:09 PM
a reply to: Sheye
Thanks for asking Hun! It's been stressful. With him, being diabetic, it is essential not to skip meals and he would go all day and not eat until
night because if he wasn't hungry he wouldn't eat. That is a major adjustment he is trying to make, but he has been told this for years. He can't let
himself run out of meds and just get them after a week or two of being without. He is what doctors have called noncompliant with his health at times.
When I used to get on his butt about the importance and not even yelling or anything, then he would resent me and I was always the bad guy. Well, like
it or not, I have to get after him again because you leave him on his own and he ends up in the hospital. I have been checking his blood pressure and
making sure he is checking his blood sugars and eating.
Been catching up on housework I hadn't been able to do, so I am pretty sore, but now relaxing until my buzzer for the dryer goes off and makes me
I'm also pissy because he has shown love and appreciation to others, especially his young beautiful women friends for years, yet if I even wanted a
hug I'd have to ask for one so I stopped asking, yet he says he loves me. He must have felt bad for a change and actually gave me a hug on his own
yesterday. Today he was short tempered just asking him the simplest of things, but I am sure he is overwhelmed right now so I get that.
Then I find out he is Mr. Bank lender and I wonder if he put off getting meds because someone either didn't pay him back or he was waiting or if they
even paid him back. I have no clue. I put a thing on both my facebook page as well his about that. I told everyone that he is generous and would never
say no to someone in need, but we are both on limited incomes and his insulin is extremely expensive, that he needs his money. I told them that he
would never say this, yet it had to be said.
I have mild depression and anxiety and live with chronic pain. I am on a bunch of meds myself and have to be careful and make sure I am taking my own
meds at the right time. I now have to go to all his upcoming appointments with him to make darned sure he understands everything and does what they
say. I have my own appointments and tests to deal with as well. Nurses and physical therapists will be in and out of my home for a while.
Thank you for letting me rant! It feels good to things off my chest!