posted on Aug, 9 2017 @ 01:49 AM
I'm 52 and i enjoy life much more now that i'm older,strangely enough.I was always very picky about the movies i watched,but i"ve always preferred the
horror and mystery genres,and the occasional comedy.Never much the hugely hyped blockbusters,even when i was young.
Since 2012 i physically cannot watch TV,in fact for that whole year i never entered my lounge.Something happened to me around end 2011 idk what but
whatever it was affected me profoundly and permanently.Ever after that,being near a Tv transmission makes my skin crawl,i can literally not bear it.I
used to buy always several magazines per month,not gossip rags but world class local magazines with articles on fashion,cosmetics,health+
fitness,recipes,topical matters- but that too went the way of Tv.I just could not bear to read them,it held literally zero interest for me.
As for ads,well the world and every nook and cranny is crammed with them.They irritate the blue bejeezus out of me,but then they always did,since i
was a child,never could stand the smarmy voices,the manipulative undercurrent,the Stepford wives type of lifestyle they encouraged.On YT you van
tailor your ads so i've tailored it to display the least irritating and offensive subjects for myself.
Maybe its because i stopped feeling like i needed "things".That purchasing things and following fashion and having what most other people have could
make me happy,or be fun.I need so little now,and want precious few external things.I would love a better camera because i have an enormous passion for
photography,but that will have to wait,they are monstrously expensive in my country.What i enjoy now,is to create art,cook up some delish meals and
listen to creepy subject matter on YT.I seriously want nothing more out of life than a good camera
edit on 9-8-2017 by Raxoxane because: