posted on Aug, 5 2017 @ 04:39 PM
It's been nearly a month.
A month of anguish and pain and torture.
A month of unimaginable suffering.
I know the true face of starvation now. I have live it.
I have wasted away. I am a frail ghost of what I once was. I am only a shadow of the man I used to be.
I have lost 10 pounds.
Ten pounds of what was once me, is now gone. Forever.
The trial and torture continues.
The wife is happy. She is a sadist and is encourage enough to continue this hell I face every day.
I am a captive of my heart.
Later I may eat it.
So looking forward to the salad tonight. Rumors around the house is that she might add bleu cheese crumbles to it.