posted on Aug, 9 2017 @ 11:26 AM
Good morning all,
I have been racking my brain since my post yesterday trying to decide if I had done the right thing. I have not been smited, and didn't actually say
anything the book doesn't already so I reckon I will be OK.
I must take a more mature and measured path going forward though. I am easily excitable and often child like in my enthusiasm and trust in others. I
am often making decisions that I think are for the best only to be shown time and time again that I acted hastily and without all the information.
I have wondered if maybe my nature was a factor in this, and was going off instinct yesterday. While I don't think I did any damage I could have and
so should stop F'i g around and take the advice I am being given and slow way down.
Having said that I started a journey with y'all and I am not about to just drop off or give up. I'll do my best to answer any questions I can, as long
as they pertain to the book or my interpretation. You guys have followed me this far and I hope you trust me just a little, and can follow me in my
decision to do this in the way i think is best. Please understand it's not because I am special, or more worthy of information, or a dick that wants
to make you squirm. I'm just trying to do my best in a situation I never expected to be in.
I didn't summon or call on 2109. I wasn't expecting them or even thinking about them. They came to me, words cannot describe them.
I don't know for sure if everything I got was accurate, I am kind of new to telepathic communication. Therefore until I can verify it I won't share
it, because this is already embarrassing enough and I don't need to compound things.
It was kind of overwhelming so I didn't really think to ask specific things. Honestly I didn't really want to communicate at all, as there were other
things to do that were far better to experience.
They are pretty shy, and I don't blame them. Most people are not going to understand or accept the reality of the situation. I don't have any esoteric
knowledge beyond this really. If you already believed this book then I haven't shocked you, merely confirmed what you suspected or hoped. If you
thought it was BS then I just confirmed it for you.
I'm not an authority or an ambassador. I don't know a whole lot more than you do. I'll reopen the DB to everyone but probably won't spend a ton of
time on the thread for a bit. I have some things I have to take care of in the immediate future before I can get back to finding this book. I hope you
guys understand, and believe that I am trying to do my best here.
I'll do my best also to answer questions, but for sure won't be online as much.