posted on Jun, 30 2003 @ 08:28 PM
I was feeling great, end of day,although I do not recall what I did that day...the sun was down,...I just got down to my boxers and crawled underneath
I was relaxed and all of my body was falling asleep really quickly,...but for my right hand. Some time passed, the feeling was very present in my
hand, but I did not feel my body at all. I thought of raising my hand and did so without thinking twice. I can't explained what happned next,...my
hand never rose, but at that moment, I stopped feeling only 'my hand' but I was complete again, 'standing' more like floating besides the bed. I
did not see a body in my place, but in the corner of my eye, I could see my 'material' body still lying on the bed. (I figured I see my self often
enough and wasnt' interested in taking time examining my body,...) Now I was besides my bed, facing the door to my room...
I 'thought' of going through the door, and it opened silently. I was, at the speed of a thought, in the hallway, besides the staircase that leads
downstairs, and my brother's room,...I thought nothing of 'it' but down stairs,...and there I was. I 'drifted down the corridor to my parent's
room. There again, (the door was already opened a bit) still, the thought of door opening just opened it. My parents were there, sleeping. My train of
thoughts 'suddently changed' without me noticing. Since, I turned around and I was in the kitchen at my girlfriend's house,... Their kitchen, from
the top most corner lead's to the master's bedroom, which was in my back. I turned 90 degres in a 'flash' and there was my girlfriend's
I kind of had a moment of realisation at that point,...I was there to go see her!,...I quicly 'drifted' to her door and facing it, the door opened.
I floated in a couple of feet. There I stopped, and I justed watched her sleep, thinking about how pretty and lovely she was, how much I loved
her,...As soon as I finished the 'I love you' sentence 'In the head i did not have',...she turned around, awoke on her elbows and directed her
eyes to mine,...then some sort of realisation came to her, and she was scared. She backed up in her bed and took her pillows to put in front of her. I
believe she was saying 'no', 'no',...As soon as I thought that this had to end since she was scared, I sat up in my bed, at home, full of sweat
and breathing hard. I just stayed there, transfixed for a while, and then I had to resist the temptation to call her right away,...It was still
I remember she was scared, trembling, ' What was that',...Don't ever do that again',...Then that 'story' got put aside. I don't remember much
of our talk about it, but I'm trying to reach her and get to talk about what she 'felt' or 'saw', how she lived 'it'. And I'll get back to you
with what I find out.