originally posted by: Raven_Heart
I'm flabbergasted. Thank you so much. The synchronicity in having this thread here today, written in the way it is, is just ridiculous. My eyes are
watering, and I have goosebumps all over.
I'm so thrilled to read your comment today saying this.
One of my goals when I write something even remotely like this is to embrace the unknown and just dive into it knowing that each piece of the puzzle
will be handed to me at the exact right time in the most baffling ways. I have so much experience with this that I am very confident that it WILL
happen as I progress, because it always does.
It's far more than simple serendipity and stumbling upon the synchronicity, I am actually actively attempting to prod the Universe into literally
generating synchronized events. And somehow this works.
Maybe it's sorta like the famous 'double slit experiment' ? It's as if my mere active observation coupled with my sincere intentions and positive
desires can actually affect these seemingly impossible to affect outside events. Outside in the sense that it "appears" to be occurring outside of my
body and so therefore I shouldn't actually have any control over it or even influence it in such a way (if we are to believe what we are taught in
school as we are brought up).
But somehow beyond all probability, exceeding even astronomical odds, my powerful desire to provoke and conduct an environment where synchronicity
occurs more frequently and rapidly in ever more distinct and surprising ways actually works!
To me this is all a grand scientific experiment - I just wanna know that God (the Universal consciousness that pervades all things) is real and
somehow is aware of me distinctly and will interact with and aid me. And this continuing flow of synchronization, these "wondrous signs from beyond",
serve as compelling evidence that pushes me further and teaches me amazing new revelations at every step of the way, aiding me on my own Spiritual
path to something much greater.
So when I write something like page 1 of this thread, my goal is to SHARE that mind blowing feeling with others. That I want to show them exactly what
I saw and help them discover the feelings that I felt. To give them that sense of "No freaking way, how is this even possible?" type of exhilaration
where they notice, if even subtly, that something here is breaking the accepted chances of probability.
And because I certainly have no control over the events outside of me in this Grand Universe, I can only have Faith and remain Hopeful that somehow
the prime intelligence operating behind All things is conspiring in my favor, and that by following the path it sets out for me that I will
miraculously match up perfectly with someone else and that my activity will startle and surprise them as a result of the synchronization effects that
I'm trying to unravel.
This is all a very Spiritual thing, it springs forth out of consciousness and determination and the greatest Hope that somehow things will finally
work out Right for once. That somehow something really Good and Meaningful and Valuable can happen for both myself and those whom I'm sharing this
unbelievable experience we call "LIFE" with. I want to share that transcendent mystical experience and that eye-opening jaw-dropping mind-blowing
revelation where you think for even a brief moment "OMG is GOD REAL???!!!".
It's like actively attempting to embrace the Divine, and in those tearful moments somehow deep deep down inside my Heart I just KNOW that the Divine
embraces me back. There's nothing like it. It is simply one of the most meaningful experiences a human being can have. And I just gotta share it.
I might be a drop of water, but when I fall into this Ocean I Become the Ocean
, I merge fully with it. I actually get to be the Ocean. It is
more than a feeling, it's more than an idea, it's a logical fact and makes perfect mathematical sense. It's simple to understand and grasp. It's a
higher understanding of the actual indisputable reality. It's like the creative side and the logical sides of our brain merge in such a cohesive way
that you cannot even tell them apart anymore. It is Balance.
So the fact that you might have felt even the tiniest sliver of something like that as you read along means a lot to me. I wanted to share that
exhilaration and bewilderment with you. I wanted to connect with you on the deepest metaphysical levels and Rejuvenate you with this nearly limitless
energy I've seemingly accidentally tapped into. Why? Because it's Rejuvenating and Healing me too! It goes both ways.
I just wanted at least one person to feel the tiniest sliver of 1% of what I was going through. I wanted them to recognize their Power and Purpose
along with me as I recognized mine. I wanted them to Love the Truth with me. To connect with me through "God", this Ocean that we are both part of.
I wanted to share Happiness with someone in this very Unhappy world. I just had to do it. I couldn't help it, everything pushed me to that conclusion
and motivated that desire. I wanted to just BE ME. I wanted to show someone out there that since I get to be the ME I want to BE, than it only follows
that YOU get to be the YOU that YOU want to BE. That the world just keeps getting better and our lives step up a whole notch as we share this
experience together in a state of harmonic resonance through the Spiritual connections that bind us.
So thank you for being a part of this Dance with me. We are so Blessed!
edit on 6/23/2017 by muzzleflash because: (no reason given)