posted on Mar, 22 2018 @ 10:31 PM
I've been grappling with my Nightmare today. This is the hardest thing ever....
It didn't help that I cracked a bone in my left foot, strained my calf muslces again in my left leg, a bad molar started hurting, my back hurts, got a
sore throat, I had a headache because I went 36 hours without coffee, and I didn't get barely any sleep.
I'm feeling better now though.
I needed to get my mind off my problems, which I have plenty and am frustrated and stressed. So I just spent the day delving into real life X-Files to
take the edge off.
I came up with two new thread concepts (one on an astronomical anomaly the other about the NSA) but I just didn't feel like posting anything.
My psychological state is still very fragile despite the fact I have so much inner strength. I'm just human like all of you. I trip and fall too. The
foot injury did not help, it's bad.
But you know what? I MADE IT!!! I kicked today's ass, even if barely. I conquered myself once again. Tomorrow is another battle in the war of life.
I'll face it when it comes.
The Nightmare almost got to me though, I'm slipping. I must focus and overcome these trials. I can't let darkness consume me. I won't let it.
I have to reach the other side of this tunnel to the Light.... to you. I will. God's got my back, I can do this!
edit on 3/22/2018 by
muzzleflash because: (no reason given)