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Baddogma's Other Meta Cafe- Polite Discussions About Scientific Mysticism and General Weirdness

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posted on May, 7 2018 @ 11:29 PM
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originally posted by: KellyPrettyBear
The strangest thing to happen to me in over 40 years happened to me today.
Now that's sayin' somethin'.

I was talking to a friend on the phone today, and he called me on the carpet
for some of my bad behavior. He was right, so I apologized. I always apologize.
I'm an expert at it. But I'm so good at apologizing, that I don't always LEARN
anything from my bad behavior and I keep justifying it.

Later today, I let myself show incredible pettiness and weakness to a friend on
ATS in an IM. I was complaining how I could have told so and so, about so and so
over 40 years ago... and saved them a lot of work.. but of course actually
contacting any of these fancy research institutes is basically impossible..
you can call.. you can write.. you can fax.. you can email.. it don't matter..
they can be 3x as "fringe as you are".. but if you re not their EXACT sort of
Fringe, and a dues paying member who acknowledges their dominance..
they won't talk to you.. unless they think you are rich and want to give them
money.. that always works.. so I made an ass out of myself.

Oh.. I've made an ass out of myself many times in life.. I seem to do it almost
daily.. at least once.. but I've been proud of it.. it's been my "edge".. my
armor... that protected me from death when I was deeply abused as a child..
and young adult.. and adult.

well anyway.. I'm not sure anyone cares that much about such a human post
from me.. but to cut to the quick.. something amazing happened!

I saw this little knot of frustration, pain and anger inside of me for a moment..
then I saw it melt away.

I'd been carrying that since I can remember.. I was quite aware of it..

So now I'm all goddam touchy feely and shid. I used to play this dumb little
video game sometimes.. well I don't want to. Virtual entities are needlessly
hurt in it.

i don't feel like arguing with anyone.

I don't feel like proving anything.

I don't particularly feel like researching anything.

That one little knot... so powerful... so empty and ridiculous..

I guess I'm glad that it dissolved...

Oh.. there might be more in there somewhere.. but I feel like a different person..

Well of course I am.. that's how it works for living things...

Anyway.

Neat.

I'll be someone different tomorrow.. I'll cross that bridge when I cross it.
Not worth thinking about. That's how it always was anyway.. but maybe
i'll be less of a childish but head.

Kev


Lay it bare, amen!

Gonna hedge my bets on some paranoid delusion and a lifetime of pain (alleged)...best of luck, but this isn't AA. You seem fairly unhinged and you said so, yourself (the sum of your post is lesser than the whole you attempt to present).




posted on May, 7 2018 @ 11:34 PM
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a reply to: Peeple

You wrote Putin an email?

What's his email address? Wait.. I guess I don't want to know..

Let's hope that his supply of radioactive polonium has run out.. and dont'
accept any gifts of candy from strangers.. that's my advice.

I have to admit, that I have a weak spot for cranky, opinionated people,
who admit that they are cranky opinionated people..

I've been meaning to ask since the first time I saw your profile picture..
is that a picture of JIm Parsons? Sure looks like him.

It's nice to be here.. but I might not stay.. who knows? I don't.

Kev



posted on May, 7 2018 @ 11:38 PM
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a reply to: Cravens

I seem to recall that I helped BadDogma start the original thread..
I asked him to start it, so that I could share all sorts of neato-keen
experiences and information with him, as he was interested in it.

Just thought that I'd say that.

Here's where I either rear up and roast you to within an inch of
your ephemeral life.. or I go all noble and spiritual on you.. insisting
that I have really changed.

Both are too much work.. i'm not interested in playing

Have a good one bro!

Ger 'er done!

Kev



posted on May, 8 2018 @ 12:17 AM
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a reply to: KellyPrettyBear

Yes that's him. Huge fan. Well as much as I "fan" anyone. His father is not the Jack Parsons, but the name is too cool... A reminder there are occultist rocket engineers. Plus
I love that the role he plays in BBT is so far from reality.


Also some might say it's another paranoid delusion but I'm pretty adamant I already got candy from Putin while in London. But ey, right? Who hasn't tried to kill me at this point?
I still hope there might be some sort of admission Reverbs and me are alien zombies... I hope you of all people get what I mean with that?

Do you? I actually would like to hear your opinion on that?
So a quick summary we both come from families with "public servants" and my thinking is indeed that occultist scientists plus people like Madonna fe where calling for archetypes to return to Earth/Realm of the living and they're pretty disapointed they got us. We died around 2014 to make room for those "alien souls" in our bodies and .... Well I guess you get the gist?
I absolutely hate Scientology but oh well, they're as close and as wrong as everybody else "playing" with this stuff.
edit on 8-5-2018 by Peeple because: Another add



posted on May, 8 2018 @ 02:43 AM
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And since my reputation is ruined now for good anyways, I will add some more.
Bob was your "forgiveness guy" aka Jesus 2nd... since you like dynasties so much thank God he had so many kids, right?


Hahaha muahaha



posted on May, 8 2018 @ 03:00 AM
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Why In The Firey Hell Does Pi.... Manifest:
3 • Lands • Seas • Skies (The Prison)

1 • Race • (The Crimials)

4 • Government • Politics • Demands • Ethics • (The Crime)

1 • Economics • (The Loot)

I've Gone And Had Way Too Much Cábala-Alláh This Day...

ETA: The Circle Is Tricksy And False... Beware My Darlings.... Beware.

P.S. Catholics Have Banned Me From Sunday Mass...

edit on 8-5-2018 by Pinocchio because: (no reason given)



posted on May, 8 2018 @ 03:06 AM
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Also.... Can anybody tell me why Jesus tastes like cardboard on Sunday Mass eucharist.



posted on May, 8 2018 @ 03:12 AM
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a reply to: Pinocchio

He's been dead a ehile, probly went stale.



posted on May, 8 2018 @ 06:52 AM
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a reply to: Pinocchio

Cause wafers are wafers.

Despite all the talk of a miracle of transubstantiation it's all BS.

A Roman psyop to consolidate power.

The last high priest of a remotely clued-in religion said during that
era;

"No god has ever walked the Earth as a man"
and of course he was right. All the pagans were right..
but the Christians had more violence, and eventually
better killing devices and wiped out everyone who
disagreed with them.. well the ones they didn't
break down into alcoholics.

But ya know?

I guess the pagans were weak.. and let their wisdom
be destroyed.

I guess they didn't value the beauty they had... and let
some mentally diseased folks take it from them.

Not feeling mad about that today.

It is what it is.

Kev

PS: of course the simpler explanation is that Jesus is a cardboard cutout
and really is just cardboard. Maybe we can go with that.
edit on 8-5-2018 by KellyPrettyBear because: (no reason given)



posted on May, 8 2018 @ 06:54 AM
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a reply to: Mousygretchen

Very nice.



posted on May, 8 2018 @ 07:04 AM
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a reply to: Peeple

We are all zombies.

That's our function.

We are little mobile holo decks, that let other, more durable lifeforms
live out their little fantasies through us.

Somebody has to do the heavy lifting, and the suffering, so that the
elites of the Universe can kibitz in the lands of entropy and madness.

Might as well try to enjoy your life.. if you are not much more than
a Roomba.

Iv'e read some of "the Buddha's" words, and he really got our situation.

The "soul sparks" are like bad house guests that won't leave.

The sooner you help them work through their shid, the sooner they will
leave and go plague some other organic.

but if you get all efficient on them.. and they leave.. then ohter
mentally ill thrill-seekers will just start working through you and
the process repeats.

Now... the new house guests might be much nicer.. more refined
and less likely to push you into pain.. so there's that..

Now that's a bit of a downer-ville explanation.. but it happens to be true.

Welcome to Occult Buddhism that your mamma never told you about.

Been there, done that, got the T-shirt.

Kev



posted on May, 8 2018 @ 01:03 PM
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a reply to: Pinocchio

I can tell you why PI manifest but it would sound irrational!!


The Pi (3.14159...) can be viewed as a ratio but in real analysis it is more of constant. It shows up everywhere. The Euler Identity says it all: e^iPI + 1 = 0, where e is the natural log, and i is sqrt(-1), PI is the odd one in there!

It is a bit of math skullduggery where one number, PI, is generated from a couple other functions. That replacement of where repeating waves added together can be represented as PI is where it comes from. And you've hit the head of the nail because that is also the heart of quantum mechanics: wave functions. As are logarithms and i. As the Hamilton stretches and cools the quantum states through time, all those funny symbols actually mean something!



Earlier, I was rambling about this thing called "universality" where spacing of quantum states, the zeros of the Riemann Zeta function, prime numbers, and any decentralized system (the example I read in Wired was about bus system), all exhibit the same enumerable features (like one of those laser scanning codes on your cereal box!). When counted out, they fall into those kind of patterns! Those patterns are the same for any decentralized system including universe.

I need to do some reading on the Euler Phi function as I forgot about it. But like the Fibonacci sequence, Riemann zeta function, and Phi, PI is a very central figure in the generative side of Universe!!

Told you it would be irrational!!




posted on May, 8 2018 @ 04:35 PM
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a reply to: KellyPrettyBear

Welcome back dude.



posted on May, 8 2018 @ 04:58 PM
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a reply to: Mousygretchen

thank ya's

I'm too wordy.

Your one response there was priceless.

every thought about starting a religon?

It worked for Hubbard.



posted on May, 8 2018 @ 05:08 PM
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a reply to: KellyPrettyBear

Haha nope. I believe Odin, Shiva, Vishnu, Zeus etc. Etc. Were real living extraterrestrial space travelers who represented the religions of Earth. For example, I think Lord Brahma was an alien representative of Hindu. I don't know if they were flesh and blood or cybernetic or a combination thereof. I think they came to teach humans about civilization and culture. I think humans were created by them in Sumeria. That they combined Chimpanzees DNA with their own DNA to create humans. Chimpanzees and bonobos share 98%+ of their DNA with homosapiens.



posted on May, 8 2018 @ 05:17 PM
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a reply to: Mousygretchen

You must like the Ancient Aliens show!

Kev



posted on May, 8 2018 @ 05:46 PM
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a reply to: KellyPrettyBear

Lol I know, ur first reaction might be like "really?? You get your religious doctrine from a TV show?!"
But it actually solves a lot of problems for me.



posted on May, 8 2018 @ 05:47 PM
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a reply to: Mousygretchen

Since we are in teh anything goes forum... and if it helps you get through the night..
I won't hassle you about it.

If it makes you happy.. then I'm all for you using that system!

At least you don't worship corpses on a stick.

Kev



posted on May, 8 2018 @ 05:52 PM
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a reply to: KellyPrettyBear

I love chicken teriyaki.



posted on May, 8 2018 @ 05:54 PM
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a reply to: KellyPrettyBear

But don't get me wrong I'm open to new ideas too.




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