Oh I do love your attitude. I had the same one.
Even named my ATS account as such before I came back as reverbs. Actually that's what I was Just dreaming about. Because that dream was directly about
prior real life events I'll leave most of it out..
part of it was simply "destruction of humanity through culture manipulation, by the controllers."
how much am I unafraid to say.. Humans were rats and I saw how "they just kept running what they called tests.. really it was just "make rat run this
way with hidden razor blades sticking up through pink sticky notes or make rat poisoned or fall or drown..
I had a pet puffer fish dolphin. he sounded like flipper. the tests started with him but i adjusted the house so he was safe.. "adjusted the house"
changed its auto response.. like one thing the car seatbelts could come off in the event of flood or somone messed with all the settings. I had a
light switch on my frying pan that could adjust the light the watter level of puffer's tank the heat in the room.. It was all centrally controlled..
I wasnt a rat, but I was the next russian doll layer up.. maybe I was one of the controllers who is controlled to control.. you see my whole house was
like that rat trap "experiments."
I told the girl she scared me and I was sorry.. Her dad scared me even more.. I moved in with her..
anyway.. it was what you call a group of dudes controlling "scientists." who controlled rats..
so aliens, illuminati, human herd.. I was unwillingly "in the know" seeing my own trap and had my own human pet. I just wanted to set it all free, but
as I tried to even let puffer fish dolphin on his own free will My own house trap drew in closer.. I was soo trapped.. I literally would have had to
go along with the enslavement of humanity or suffer a lot of pain and death in the dream. Besides.. I could have anything I wanted if I took the easy
Does it burn?? hmm?? How you think I feel??
That's yea.. Anyway..
"I'm gonna have to science the sh!t out of this!"
Im embarrassed that my hubris is gone. This kitty is still curious, but I think they took me to the vet. It's like I lost my balls. Looking out the
window like.. "do I stay in the house and eat the catfood? Or...."
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Im just doing this temporary for now before a clean install. its a slow computer, but I still have my old tricks to get it going better. Someone gave
it to me.
Its about 2.5 x the speed now and much more stable.
better than my last fixer upper and it appears the RAM is easy enough to access and you can double it at least. If I can get to the hardrive that
needs to be faster..
but all in all not below my humble standards.
but right now im just yelling at it trying to mod it so it looks a lot more like windows 7..
Just killed Cortana (I think)... lol. least made it so the search bar is literally searching my computer nothing else..
Whoever set it up loaded it with that freaking bloat bs it tricks you to install and even that is putting up a fight.
might be time for a brake break? oh damn spelling.
I didnt catch auto update in time.
At least I have my phone.
I remember that first computer I built using windows 2000 with NTFS file system and my overclocked AMD duron and voodoo 5 haha. physically overclocked
mind you. It had pins on the top.
anyway windows 10 is an a hole right now.. Its getting better.. Time to look up more registry keys!
regedit is my friend.
maybe drivers next.
I can't believe how long this is taking..
I was just trying to get it set up for hd movie watching, which it was then the damn update.
I mean updates...
please dont you dare hang.
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Again entirely unrelated: we think online shopping is so convenient but if it's sent with the wrong carrier, what would have been 20minutes shopping
is now an entire day of waiting.
Dpd has a parcel tracking where you can watch it drive around on Google Maps.
I like dpd better.
I was running late for work and ordered pizza it was huge, and then it grew to like a meter wide and the box was like 2 meters.. It was so stupid
looking and I had to tie it to the top of the car lol...
Giant pizza boxes are less convenient than you think.. People ate like "that's all the pizza I need for everybody in one place." Yea until you try to
take it inside..
Was good pizza though for sure.
And dont go around like link smashing peoples pots and mini crates looking for items either.. They get mad.
I had the luxury of being on the corporate network. I can only imagine of how awful it would be on your metered ISP connection!
I found that the thing in the bottom right expands. Then choose "All settings" and turn off as much crap as you don't use. I think I shut Cortana off.
I think I got the updates to be looked for when I am not here. But I can't tell for sure. All this user friendly stuff is fine until your computer
doesn't behave. Then regedit and cmd become your power tools!
my connection is 100Mbps for 40$. my region can now have 200Mbps for like 65$.. the computer hd/processor were at 100% being the bottleneck. Also the
router is goofy, but I havnt gotten into networking since my attempt at Nplus cert. Its a "new computer" that left factory like 2 years ago.. so it
was a lot of updates.. It was 200$ laptop so slow is to be expected.. I guarantee cortana is only half dead unless you went deep into the command
its like I have her in a coma.. She can't do # but she is taking up RAM. Microsoft tried to make it impossible to kill so it involves renaming files
grabbing permissions creating duplicates, redirects.. blah.. havnt read enough to be brave enough to try, but its only a few steps more complicated to
but compy is running like butter now on 2006 games full settings. Not bad. Runs HD video like a champ.
Only issue I forsee is that I dont see a windows key anywhere...
I can probably pull one off my computer unless its just whatever mass windows or some #..
I like when windows was based off dos. my older brother had an i486 procesor with 8MB ram on 4 sticks haha.. I think the HD was 1 gig. I took it apart
when he wasnt around lol.. I could get into the bios, so then seeing the parts it clicked what the numbers meant.
I was little and thought DOS was secret codes my brother did so I couldnt play his games while he was away.. remembered pieces like cd, dir...
eventually figured out how to play doom and Wolfenstien haha.
things were so much simpler back then.. I have no idea the actual backbone relation all the way to the gui anymore..
Im getting old.
My dreams are hilarious. I wish you could see lol.
I often wake myself up from laughing physically.
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I keep on whining so just jump over this paragraph. My head hurts I feel like stuff is just running through me. I can't really sleep because I'm at
this stupid point of being too weak but having too much energy at the same time. Poor me!
But in happier news it looks like my internet is back at full speed. Puh, iceberg avoided.
Talking about Titanic
Waking up laughing is the best! Something so funny in a dream that the auto-shutdown-body commands are over ridden!
I just wish I could remember some of them!
Bah computers! It is the weekend! And a pay day! And this month is longer than last even with that hour leap into the future. The cbd test can now
commence on subject TEOT! And I can get my home computer fixed next week sometime... finally. The battery that keeps date and time died. I did an OS
upgrade, it rebooted twice, I shutdown and it will not come back up. But not this weekend!
I was broke the last two days so did all my dishes. Took out the trash. Scrubbed the American Standard. My clothes are sorted and all I need is a roll
of quarters. And a 6 pack! Or two. I even have a pot of spaghetti in the fridge so got that covered too. I am ready for the weekend! Woot!!
I see you found some one to talk about astr0 with. What I think is a strong idea is that Roswell was already a secret craft and the ET UFO story a
distraction from the get go.
But there are UFO stories older than Roswell.
Schrodinger's cat vs the dog that opened the door is the same thing as Maxwell's "daemon". No big deal it's just a pop goes the weasel.
When subject and object becomes void another can step through; in the photon light bio-matter exchange.
Problem is if it is forced; then splat the attachment throws the whole thing off course, and the data packets are lost.
For a single word; it takes a thousand years for decay to occur... of course many words repeat, this means a density layer of communication pings a
continuum, not attached to that continuum then, freedom from the "wheel" of course that means Nirodha or cessation of the two voids. The third picks
the fruit and so it goes...
When stacking such rocks; it is turtles all the way down, step on a preference and a bias appears creating a spin or affinity right turn or left turn
means red or blue shift, red is the higher band the blue the lower, combined it is the UV... the green flies right on through.
In closed eyes meditation I don't know how long ago... it was a midnight blue internally purplish mountains a greenish streak straight across with
pink rain occuring on all sides.
Notice this is the first point of any grasping in relay, as clear seeing does not attach... in communicating this instance it now has left the void of
being and achieved "birth" but yet it was already present.
Free space happens more than one area called bingo lol.
Maitreya would say it is not polite to take candy from babies; especially when it is him. Oh well the politics in such a thing is when an ass grows
legs enough to bend over and pick one up instead of making a deposit.
If one tosses heads or tails on a penny it is always heads up; however the queen can yell off with his head as one sits with both feet firmly planted
to enter the world to begin with.
Hotei was an incarnation in China after Bodhi-Dharma sat through Japan as a bodhisattva. In Germany the very same person in the US he was typically
known as Santa Claus...
It is the same as the so called Christ consciousness; the repentance of past kama or reaping of volition. If one's volition is for good then there is
also greater good, to uplift and inspire...
In the same way that every loser needs a hero to keep on going, to expect better of themself in a birth of conscious continum from one moment to the
next; is step after step...
It's for the birds, if a heart is weighed by such a feather, it had to be plucked... hollow wings or hollow heart swallow and it will guide one home.
A feast from a beast in Jhana to move so much earth wind and fire takes a lot of "bad" breath to keep such a mind soaring but already free one still
It becomes the sitting to make home for such lofty beings the most difficult.
As far as the illuminati business etc. such is known as the Dankini language or illuminated script that helps all untangle and flow by a particular
design or contract... some want slow, some want fast, and well the middle is the way human birth is achieved kissed between the ears by human error is
listening and following those already lost but picking up pieces here(hear) and there is always there when let go... when needed a word is heeded.
Kinda like arise from one's grave is just memory put to work, but when the head is already full why so much senseless eating... worm food upstairs
worm food downstairs catches one fish two fish three fish four, when suffering comes back to settle old scores.
It gets better with each iteration in time there is no dilation only in the two voids bumping hips eye to eye, darting back and forth reading each
others scripts without fail. To what well would jack bring a jill, when there is no top to a blueberry mole hill have no faith is no more when truth
hits fiction with a stranger thing out of place with hips on a swivel and another man wishes grace the queen bows while the rest curtsey...
Merkaba is smashing atoms with all it's might to level all equal when the mirror doesn't mind, no one is listening.
I know some can appreciate a good mixture just to birth some creativity in some it tangles and in others it frees, over time a knot comes undone and
becoming is handed another link, so that that old feather can scribble more ink.
Some had enough in seats of power thinking they had built the perfect ivory tower, when Rapunzel lets down her hair the sickness spread from all the
nit picking and once the nature was to go back home in an instant there was a monkey picking and the witch had no way to keep an old scratch.
Things change but people never do... so the walls flow like water on a bank while an old fox bows feet first with no head and an old mare slips off
into the night, an old ax to grind is just another beam splitter off the beaten path... which means just setting down for another old weave as the
spider considers Charlottes political career on the old animal farm.
Any ways and any hoo that old owl came from Germany... as tropes go it's black forrest all the way with a sucker or two too explain no two tongues
could lick to it's old center without biting an old stick.
Thinking about me and the results is a ghost of consciousness; it will haunt you as reality until poof it is dispelled that what one thinks is not
reality at all.
The conspiracy is buying into all one self and others have agreed to as real; when that happens in language there is discrimination and discursive
thinking outside of reality but yet not... words cannot hurt sticks when sticks have no concept of being sticks.
How could a grasshopper snatch a pebble knowing neither... only when a bird follows it's own craving.
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