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Baddogma's Other Meta Cafe- Polite Discussions About Scientific Mysticism and General Weirdness

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posted on Dec, 26 2018 @ 09:00 AM
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a reply to: KilgoreTrout

You're welcome. It feels a bit weird you're thanking me, I didn't build it.




posted on Dec, 26 2018 @ 11:13 AM
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a reply to: Peeple

I am thanking you for your informed opinion and practical advice, and for confirmation that you were by far the best person to ask - you've been a great help and I am so glad I asked you. Thanks again.



posted on Dec, 26 2018 @ 12:25 PM
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a reply to: KilgoreTrout

You're welcome. And extremely polite. How did you come to ATS?



posted on Dec, 28 2018 @ 03:00 AM
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a reply to: Peeple

Not extremely polite, just English I think.

Someone showed me ATS and I was signed up about 5 minutes later. The longest I have been away since is around seven months. There's nowhere else quite like it...for better or worse. You?



posted on Dec, 28 2018 @ 03:13 AM
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a reply to: KilgoreTrout

Can you imagine I somehow managed to get called crazy on ATS!? And that happened in the least insane thread I ever made.
I was on ATS with a different handle before "Ninipe" but things happened I can't remember the password and now I am Peeple.
I found ATS because I was "researching" NWO, UFO and magic. Right on time for the MH370, that was so awesome, to this day the most fun nights I had on ATS. The falcon9 explosion was almost as good.
I read here everyday and it's a bit sad it seems people don't dare anymore to write about their woo-est experiences because there is always that dumbass that says "see a doctor", but that is kind of exactly what I am looking for. The direct experience of woo.

You are extremely polite. Even for an English guy. It's not a bad thing it makes you just stand out a bit amongst all the other cowboys.




posted on Dec, 28 2018 @ 03:46 AM
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a reply to: Peeple

Sorry Peeple, we've met before. I was Anaana last, took a break, went back to my original username because I didn't really need to be anyone else anymore (long story). I forget that other people can't read my mind and I am kind of # at social convention, I don't like to draw attention to myself one way or another. Now I feel I have been rude and deceptive though.

I think it is difficult for those without mental health issues themselves, who have cared for others but not experienced it themselves, to understand that "crazy" is sometimes what we would rather be, so we teeter that fine line and learn just how much we can wobble before we fall off. And also, bringing woo into that equation, we are not always aware of how far along each of us are and while we can help shine lights on the hazards, demonstrate that there is progress to be made, we can't actually confirm that it is worth it because that is entirely relative as well as subjective. Soooo...personally it is not about not daring to talk about woo as much as it is about understanding or wanting to develop an understanding of my relationship to the woo and how that manifests for me, and not wanting to talk about it until I better understand it (if indeed I ever do). I think that is why I much prefer expressing myself in picture than words at this point in my life. I find myself mostly silent.



posted on Dec, 28 2018 @ 05:04 AM
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a reply to: KilgoreTrout

Oh hi, that's nice I've wondered where you went. Not in a million years would I have recognized you. After all it's just words on a screen.
Now you've gave me sthg to think about too, I sometimes forget that the relationship with the woo is sthg very personal.
Nice to know you're around again



posted on Dec, 28 2018 @ 01:15 PM
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a reply to: Peeple

Those already having bit the delusion of the masses have been corralled... so why worry about what they think feel or believe?

Not self is obviously(not self); Not self is also: impermanent(so why make them more so?) Those not self are a cause for suffering; carrying their self in mind as if it were self? Is the very cause for suffering in your life.

You said you grasping is consciousness... when they were grasping at "crazy" they being egotistical were only grasping at themselves and being full of self hatred? Burdened you...

Why were they able to burden you? You bit the delusion that you were crazy before... eventually a fisherman learns to change their bait.

Stop biting fish hooks is what R(r)everbs would likely think but not say; only because he thinks of you as a Goose... or "mother".



posted on Dec, 28 2018 @ 06:15 PM
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Happy birthday!!

(Said Frosty da Snowman)!!

Hope that you are all, if not flat out enjoying the Holy days (daze?? lol), are at least coping!



I am off work until the New Year and will see if I can fix my computer. Also remembered that I have a way to record music that doesn’t even need the ‘puter. So ya’ll been warned!!

Keep on extending your extra dimensions beyond our expanding universe bubble!! I think that that is where the Meta-verse begins (ESP, deja vu, clairvoyance, and parts of the woo-niverse). And like the spider and it’s web, that is an extension of our “mind”.

Stay weird in the New Year!!

With humor and lots of love,

-TEOT



posted on Dec, 28 2018 @ 06:53 PM
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a reply to: BEBOG

Maybe.



posted on Dec, 29 2018 @ 05:26 AM
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a reply to: Reverbs

What I am your mother? Dumbass

You haters can kiss my shiny butt

I'm having sausage with mashed potatoes sauerkraut and Southern Comfort for breakfast. I'm good.

I love bait I love hooks what can you do. It's groovy. All good, all easy, no worries.



posted on Dec, 29 2018 @ 07:55 AM
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a reply to: Peeple

Gak! Southern Comfort with breakfast?! Urgh. Guinness would have gone better with the food.



posted on Dec, 29 2018 @ 09:09 AM
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a reply to: Kandinsky

Maybe. But I noticed the year is almost over and I got the blues, so I went for some Joplin juice. Might have been a minor mistake because afterwards I needed a two hour nap... I'm either getting old or that stuff got stronger.
My day is a total mess now, there was a lot of stuff I wanted to do.
Oh well, I will start round two now instead.



posted on Dec, 29 2018 @ 10:13 AM
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a reply to: Peeple

Just so you know? When you start pissing out of your ass? Your liver is not far behind... which means wrap back around that sucker like a big ol kidney bean.

It's just the yang for your yin... yin is akin to craving. That suckle on that big ol kidney bean will refilter the alcohol through the larger body that is "yours"... and keep the wolves no matter the clothing off of it.

You'll wake up in fetal without the usual syndrome; and feel right back to oneself...

It avoids the hell/hungry ghost realms... that judge your life, in the bardos or inbetween states of your becoming conscious again... since consciousness is what you cling too.

That is why you've had issues getting back together... when your consciousness departs for "the next world" all other clinging consciousnesses or "mara" and his/her horde show up... to imbibe and revel around your "corpse".

Consciousness is their last refuge of "you" knowing it is a clinging... so when your last refuge is let go of? They enter. In an attempt to rebuild "the house". Only to wait and huff and puff... 52|25 thats the mirror of them. The marks of perfection? 23|32 or simply 5|5 and why in twilight language? A sangha or song that somone was inspired to write;( I can't drive 55) could laugh at; like a loki as in joke is on you... sang and ha. Get it... if you did? The joke is over... it is a dependent origination joke... that is so deep all monkeys attached fall in to the very core, and all are conditioned bound yet again.

Drive 55 is on roads where the song is popular? Par for the course. In "mercaba" or meditations of those of the "mers" or "moors" know one cannot drive 55 in the mud... til those "monster trucks" became popular also, the moors being downwind of the highlands? You could drive a single driver in the moors 55 before getting out of such a "sand trap" meaning that one simple negation? Not only reversed the wheel as the monster trucks came first... and in memory returns them to "the one" or "eagle" so that those Americans could unfreeze and remain at 55 yet again.

The ca part is also the ka part or spirit... ba is obviously the sound sheep make. When all the lemmings or lemons ran off the cliff it was king Richards issue. Lying heart or lion heart or lieing heart? Hearing it... one would not know it contained three separate worlds or dimensions of possibility.

So the mers also mean of the sea or those by the sea or from the sea... see? Only from a lighthouse with a lone candle. It's a Neptunian issue when one is left dying of thirst... the three pillars of zen? Fall in to support the next world after the last was negated in the three dimensions, this is what firmament is.

So clinging to your kidney bean or afterbirth "having already achieved it" allows you to reclaim your pristine body in that link of causation not self that rises up out of the Ram flower. Rama was king of the monkeys; so when one of them fell in? He didn't mind since Hanuman was his friend... and he didn't "boink" or copulate with monkeys... he retained his humanity.

Of course; King Rama just passed away in the last year or so... his next incarnation will be the 6th, unless he decides to finally renounce his throne and go for full Buddhahood, his brother he made a house for inside the gate... at his last incarnation? Is honestly sick of it; already having passed "the belt" to him as in you will finally be able to keep your pants on... and not go forth or fourth into the path or road of suffering; wearing a robe and suffer being "naked" in the eyes of your subjects.

The jade emperor that lived and lives above the ra is just a man; and when a man is just? No god no Brahma can claim to be his maker... though a woman can. So then it is Wo or Woe unto man... as his arranged (only in India) marriage to Shakti can come to pass as the bindu mark leaves her head and goes onto his after such a marriage. The shiva is the lingham/lingnum... that old above or below. Mind down below the mental tongues wag... and on the belly one crawls. Mind above the heart? Hearing is clear but water will not flow clean unless that wound is made.

The rennet or remnant or case of that bean is also the shape of the stomach; three petals up, after talking out of one's ass of what they do not know but yet condemn? Forget they have left their own tower to get there; and destruction is the result... as seen in the tarot or hanging terraces that are rotting away from the water being drained from the temple.

Knowing thyself as a vimana or vehicle is to know one's own body in such a manner; as I have said... there is no falling back on such a realization, meaning like a boat that continues on? It can only fall forward as a bow.

Bowing three times means a tip to both worlds... front three three rear three three guard your senses against the twenty two. As two and two make four... meaning animal realm and yet pious enough to be gods or among them as a spirit guide or animal. The danger here? Indwelling as the hells and or fears of the romans... those indwelling and not aware of being blind ass ignorant or drunk on their own belief or power and the blindness is dumb to the reality that, that is actually how they are "moving".

Inclination declination means inertia; a fetter to that inertia is a anchor one that says hold one's place so the ship is not set adrift or that it is a safe harbour and the only thing that occurs is a rise and fall or changing of the tides as the moon passes over or does not eat the light of the world or else "lunacy" occurs that can only be cured by clear seeing the light of day, or the enlightenment (witnessing one's own birth) this allows one to see exactly what they are, name it? And one has fallen into the realms of the rakshama and lakshami...

The memory and future occurrence of being "moon struck" that throws the world on the 33rd axis thinking the 33rd could parallel with just a quarter... that is where the king has fallen in with his or her monkey mind and left the divine consort in either greed or delusion... bound in such ignorance one has left his/her side, only for old age sickness and death to climb out of the womb for yet another round of... lassie(a male dog but looked feminine(daevasatta) to go get Timmy out of the well...

Well, laddie if Timmy is well... leave him as a Tiny Tim or a TT and Pi is on us... the period comes out left as a bull eye and the circle of the sun remains perfect.



posted on Dec, 29 2018 @ 11:59 AM
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a reply to: Peeple

Breakfast is the most important meal of the day!!



Shine on you crazy diamond!!




posted on Dec, 29 2018 @ 12:31 PM
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a reply to: TEOTWAWKIAIFF

Haha
Oh baby I thought you'd be gone for the rest of the year? Happy you're not. The bottle is quite big, I feel like I am destroying myself a bit... What are you doing Mr wonderful?

I don't know what it is about you, you're making me so... arrgh and ugh whenever I see you're around. How can words on a screen be so sexy?

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posted on Dec, 29 2018 @ 02:32 PM
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a reply to: Peeple

Ah Peeps, I love you too!!

But you can not start a relationship while in rehab (like I said, been through it twice myself).

I get it, very frustrating. But it ain’t about me... it is about you.

Yeah, nice distraction, got it, but YOU!! Don’t you get that!!?!!

I love you too Nadine, and want you to be better. I think most people watching this thread know that too!

You’re in love with me and I am in love with you.

There, said it. Now stop being weird about it!!

Merry Christmas Baby!! And don’t kiss anybody this New Year because that one is mine!! lol!!!

I miss you too!!

XOXO

-Lots of love, David



posted on Dec, 29 2018 @ 02:44 PM
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a reply to: TEOTWAWKIAIFF

Stop it, no real rehab I'm absolutely fine. I just get bored pretty easily and enjoy being a psychonaut. But since I never took one drug over a long period of time but always everything just once I never got quite addicted to anything.
Don't worry kissing won't happen, I have to work.

How is it baby you never really said if you're in or not, will we meet? One month and I will let you know the details of my holiday plans. Will you come?
What are you're plans for the new years eve party? You sexy thing

I feel so silly it's probably the Southern it's really comforting.



posted on Dec, 29 2018 @ 03:25 PM
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a reply to: Peeple

I thought your broken narrative had a reason!


Well, like I said, we’ve never met but I have your back!!

(Not even sure what that means! lol)

We will meet. We have to! Maybe dash some hopes or who knows?!

Yeah, I’m lonely too. But now I have you to bug!! Bwwwaaahhhhhhhaaaa!

Happy New Year!!

PS - Reverbs asked me if I like you in that way... well, guess that I can’t deny it anymore! Take that Universe!!



posted on Dec, 29 2018 @ 03:30 PM
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No plans.

Just relax, like Frankie said!

LOL’n




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