posted on Jun, 10 2017 @ 08:36 PM
Too tired to think.
And very sad. I need a hug and no words about 'every thing will be all right'. Nada.
I gave one of my cats to an old lady who had lost her cat, and Buttons, the cat was a stray I have been trying to find a good home.
Buttons ran away, they can't find him. I have been crying in secret on my insane twelve hour shift all day and when I got home.....I am so
heartbroken. I loved him dearly and how will I ever find him.
On top of that I have worked ten days in a row, the two last double shifts. we are short two people, and I am so tired I could scream. Wait, no, I am
too tired for that too. Just a wreck.
If any one says 'It's gonna be all right' or 'You did your best' I swear.... Just a hug please.
I got my RL hugs but I need more. And please pray for my Buttons. I feel like my heart is being torn out of me, I want to protect him.