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originally posted by: Kali74
Thank you all, I really just needed a space I could be raw and real for a little bit. Four am on a conspiracy site seemed like a good choice.. haha.
I'm not giving up by any stretch, I just had to get that all out where my family can't see. Getting it out makes room for more will power, more strength and stamina. I woke up feeling a little lighter.
Thanks for the encouragement, prayers, kind thoughts and awesome goddess art. To those of you that shared your stories, I'm open to talking via PM because whether it's your own crisis or a crisis for someone you love, the burden is massive and you may find yourself in need of a sounding board too.
originally posted by: DarkestConspiracyMoon
Reading this makes me feel sh#tty about letting my mental issues get to me when others suffer worse. Don't really know what to say to you, but damn are you strong. I would have honestly offed myself long ago if I was in a similar position.
originally posted by: Luceononuro
I'm confused as to why you would try to fish for sympathy from the same people you have insulted time and time again. Perhaps a little self reflection is what you need to be doing. I'm indifferent to your "plight."