posted on Feb, 11 2005 @ 03:35 AM
It sounds like you have conversed with the Creators (as I also call them, the Council). That is an honor indeed. If they have spoken with you, then
you are of personal importance to them. The reason you were told to remain silent while they spoke boils down to nothing more than a simple matter or
respect. Usually, they will only say things once, and often it is in the form of a convoluded riddle (I have been lucky myself to be considered one
of their personal guardians, and can therefore, sometimes get a straight answer out of them - I suppose it also helps that my spiritual grandfather
also sits upon the Council).
Your gift of dimensional travel is indeed a rare one. Cherish that gift, for it's one in a billion. That you have been gifted with this, speaks
volumes about not only your experience, but your importance as well. Unfortunately, this is one of the points where I don't know further what the
nature of your importance is, only that you are quite an important one. Dimensional travel is not gifted lightly.
You speak of understanding in terms of emotions and feelings. You, my friend, are truly one that understands. True understanding does go well beyond
words, which is why I can only convey so much understanding in this medium. You most certainly don't need any assistance from me in that regard.
You, and those spirits that walk with you are the only ones that can further your growth of understanding now.
Your feelings of innocence are not uncommon among those of us with great experience. Such devotion to learning eventually brings about a sense of
innocence once again. We are not innocent, though we can experience things as though we are.
My apologies if this post seems a little less fluid and coherent than my other posts, but I am tired, and responding to things as I see them upon
re-reading your posts. This is more of a stream of consiousness post than anything. I'm just recording thoughts as they come to me.
On the staff, I am not familiar with the object you speak of, but I do know that a member of the Council does carry one. It is possible that you are
of my generation, and being called upon to awaken, much like I did years ago. Those of my generation are often awakened by the Creators
Regarding your second post of your father's near death, and his sudden recovery... it also appears that you have great healing ability. Through
your perception of your father's recovery, he truly did recover. Perception is reality, and if your perception is strong enough (and your's appears
to be more than strong enough), you can truly change reality, not just for yourself, but for others as well. This is another wonderful gift.
Before I start going off on a ramble (as I am apt to do when tired), I'll just conclude for tonight by saying, if you have any questions that you
feel need answers, feel free to ask. The right questions gain the answers you seek. It is up to you to determine the right question.
Balance, love, and life to you