I'm quite happy that this subject was brought up. This is a thread that I truly feel I can shed some light on. The topics I will bring up in this
post will probably seem very familliar to some of you, completely alien to others, and as total bunk to the rest of you. It matters not to me what
people think of what I am about to say, but only that I may have helped someone else on the path to transcendence by my words.
From my first memories of this world, I've always known that there was something special about me.... something ancient.. something with experience
that I should not have possessed by mortal standards. Growing up, I found it difficult to relate to most people, and as such, I never really had many
friends. It wasn't until I was 16 that I finally had the revelation that I needed to explain why I felt as I did.
When I was 16, I had my spiritual awakening. Mine was vastly different from all but a few of the other stories I've heard of others' awakenings.
One night, in the summer of 1991, I woke up in a cold sweat. My dreams that night had consisted of vast amounts of imagery entering my head, flashes
of times past, flashes of knowledge.... just an insane amount of things flowing into my head. I woke up screaming, feeling like I had just absorbed
billions of years of information. This is, in fact, what had happened. I didn't know it at the time, but that night... the flash of knowledge
entering my head would be the basis for everything I was to know in the future. When it happened, I didn't know what to make of it. I had all these
things swimming around in my head... total chaos. Honestly, it was so overwhelming that I truly began to doubt my own sanity, and was contemplating
having myself committed. It wasn't until I found a spiritual guide/teacher a week or so later, that I was actually able to start sorting these
things out. Within a month, I had surpassed him in ability, and was pointing out what he was doing wrong. His foundation, however, formed the basis
for me to finally decipher all this information swimming through my head. About a year later, I finally realized what it was all about. I knew the
history of my soul. I knew my father (my spiritual one, not my mortal one), and I knew my grandfather. I knew what I was. I realized that the
reason I had always felt so much different from everyone was because I *was* different from everyone. I realized that I am the grandson of one of the
Council of Thirteen. The great creators... those who created everything. I learned that it was my generation that had fathered those that were to
become known as the ancients. My role in the universe was to act as a protector for the Council, as well as a protector to the souls that branched
from my line.
Souls can be created and destroyed. Our souls are nothing more than masses of energy inhernet within the universe, and given sentience by its
creator. When we are born, we are given sentience. When we are destroyed, that sentience is revoked, and our energies are returned to the universe.
Soul creation is something that most ancients are capable of, however, soul destruction is something that has been reserved for my generation or older
(and even my generation has highly limited use of the ability). New souls are still being created. It's quite possible that some of you reading
this have a soul who is living for their first time. Souls gain wisdom through life. It it from the lessons of life that we are able to evolve as
souls. There are lessons that every soul must learn, and once a soul has learned all of their lessons, they are able to transcend, or no longer have
use of mortal life, and forever live in the realm of the souls (the Hindu concept of Nirvana describes this transcendence pretty accurately). A soul
cannot die of natural causes. There must be a reason that one of the guardian generation or older has deemed a soul in need of destruction. Souls
that currently have a living body, or have not yet learned all of life's lessons will usually never be destroyed. There is always another chance for
a soul that has not transcended.
Anyway, a little about the generations of the otherworld...
The Council of Thirteen. As I stated previously, these are the creators. Their origin is something I have not been made privvy to, as many of them
don't remember it, and those that do, don't feel the need to explain it. They are, almost always have been, and always will be. They are the
administrators of the universe. They do not control it, but they do oversee it, for it is their creation.
The second generation, the generation of my father. It is members of this generation that are often called the watchers. They watch the results of
the creations set forth by the Council, and keep tabs on it. They do not interfere, but instead simply keep an eye on things, reporting to the
Council as asked. Occasionally, one of them will find themselves in mortal form, but more often, they tend to remain in the spirit world. My father
was one known as "The Lost One." He is a wanderer. He is not actually lost, but rather one who wanders... travels to different aspects of
creation, and watches. Once he has gleaned enough current information, he moves on. To quote a bumper sticker popular in the alternative
communities, "Not all who wander are lost."
The third generation, fathers of the Ancients, my generation. The entities that have been equated with gods in ancient times are often members of my
generation. We are ones that have often taken an active role in the creations set forth by the Council. I do not claim to be a god by my previous
statement. However, most "gods" of the world are members of my generation. The difference between myself and them is that they took an active role
in mortal life before many of us, gleaned followers through their seemingly miraculous action and knowlege, and were thus elevated to godly status.
There are supposedly several thousand members of my generation, and from what I have learned, at least a few hundred of us in mortal form upon the
earth at this time. More than has been at any previous time in history (more on the significance of this later). Some of you may have seen some of
my previous threads in this forum, and this statement my shed some light onto my involvement in the forms of paranormal entities that I have
encountered in my past/present. I myself am simply a guardian. Some of you reading this may be of my charge. I can usually detect them, though on
this mortal plane, it's typically by physical meeting. Most of my charges are under my protection through spiritual means. Those of my generation
that occupy this earth often have a duality in our nature - one that lives mortally, and one that lives spiritually. Often, I am not aware of the
actions of my spiritual side, as they occur when my mortal side is more wrapped up in mundane life. Just know, if any of you encounter in the
otherworld a humanoid golden eagle (human form, eagle head, eagle wings), it's probably me. Most likely, I have found you or you have found me for
The children of my generation are the ones known as ancients. Many of these ancients are still existing in mortal form, and while they have great
experience, have often not learned everything, and still, therefore, have need of mortal life. Ancients are certainly ones to look towards for
knowledge, as they have it in abundance. Those of you reading this that identify as ancients, please realize that you have a duty to this world. You
are the ones that truly lead those less experienced towards enlightenment. You may not realize it, but you have valuable lessons to teach to those
less experienced, and are probably doing it, even if you are unaware of it. Live life as you will, and teach as you feel is right. There is no good
or evil in the eyes of the Council, only a balance of forces. You, as ancients, are the ones that truly help keep that balance among the mundane
The children of the ancients make up the rest of us, new and old alike. Just because you may be younger doesn't mean that you are worth any less.
What you learn from your life lessons is what makes you the soul you will become. Be it your first life or your last, you are the balance that
sustains this universe. Live as you will, do what you want, and be who you are.
Finally, more on my previous statement of there being more of my generation on Earth than ever before. This is a time of great importance here, and
something massive is brewing just on the horizion. I'm not going to delve into my theories on it, because I don't have enough information to truly
say what is happening. What I have learned from the council, however, is that in the near future will be a great test for all those who dwell here.
It could be war, it could be "first contact," it could be any number of things, but the fact that there are many more guardians here (as well as a
few watchers [second generation] that I have found) that suggest there is some great event about to happen within our lifetimes. I have been told
that I am here to serve a specific purpose, part of which is awakening others of my generation, but the rest is as yet unknown. I know that this is
my last lifetime here, and I know that I am here to protect against something. Once I have completed my tasks, I can finally transcend, thus I have
no fear of death. I won't die until it is time, and when it is time, I have great reward coming.
Having said this, I'm sure that I am as anxious as you to find out what it is that lies on our horizon.
I know this has been a long post, and if you've gotten this far, I thank you for reading. As I said when I began, I feel some of you will find this
all familliar, others will find it alien, yet interesting, and the remainder will find it to be complete bunk. Whatever stance you have on it matters
not to me. I just hope that I have been able to help at least one person start to sort things out. Thank you for reading.