Ok, this is actually a really long story and since i'm not a native english speaker i hope it'll be comprehensible for everyone.
Everything started in 2007, i was 14 at this time and was travelling a lot with my family. For some reason, i found interesting to add on the new app,
Facebook, some of my old schools' expatriates, since i was to leave to, wanted to talk # etc. I found one, who was a real nice guy, let's call him
Dick for privacy purposes.
So i was on Dick's Wall, talking to him and his circle of friends when one of them added me, a nice girl I'll call Felina ( Again, privacy).
Starting to talk to her, i discovered some weird stuff. She exactly knew things about me that not even my parents knew, like a scar i had, for no
apparent reasons. She knew were i was when i was 3.4 y o before i talked about. And it's quite an important detail because i was in Italy at this
time, playing with... well Felina.
Yeah when i was young i used to go on holidays to see family in Italy, a small village in the mountains, south Italy. And i have a pretty good memory
of what i can remember ( more on that later on this post) i clearly remember, one day, going to the playground next to my family house, meeting with a
girl my age and a boy joining us, speaking English. We played a bit, then, since i couldn't talk Italian that much at the time, i tried to do my best
and say bye to them. The boy smiled to me, laughed a bit and said in my native language that we'll meet again soon enough.
After that, it's kind of mess up i only have bits and bits of memory left until my 14 year old self, when i got hit by a car. ( albeit not a good 1 st
Back to the 2007 story, Felina and I talked non-stop, i actually had feelings for her, not romantic but i considered her quickly like a sibling. One
day, she nervously asked me if i could remember things about a place called Mageteaux. It seems like i used to know this and it did rang a bell. But
nothing more at the moment.
After some time ( 4 month actually) and lots of discussion about weird stuff ( lack of terminology here) i had " unlocked" - let's say that in that
fashion - the ability to grow a candle flame a LOT by myself, like really. Starting with a 2 cm flame and finishing with a 10 cm one. I could also
talk to Felina by thought even if she was in Ukraine at this time and i was in another country. On her side she could for example take a shower at max
temperature and not be bothered by it, or having a cold cold on and still be ok with it.
During this time i also met with her " father" a dude called Pascal. Real name here. Complicated stuff cut short, she was her mother's daughter and
this man's daughter, this Pascal not living with her but in UK. He was the director of a place called... Mageteaux. Once again i met this name and
once again, it rang a ell. Didn't say anything about that, since he was talking to me and teaching me stuff about my new abilities. He for example,
taught me that i could use more strength that i was suppose to have. I was not really muscular by then but i could pack a punch as heavy as an army
man, said a friend of my, in the army. I could also go for 2/3 days without sleep and be ok. I also had the ability to cancel anything
spiritual/magic/whatever it was in my perimeter as long as i was aware of it.
Ah i remember a silly memory where i had a gemstone just because i wanted to. One of my friends had a gemstone in her left hip too. Don't understand
Anyways, let's go a little in the future, Summer 2013.
A lot of time passed and in the between i met with Felina's cousin, a member of Mageteaux, let's call her Ana. Was going out with her and everything
was alright. Then, one day, everything changed. I was supposed to go in Mageteaux thanks to Pascal and the young boy in Italy ( named Liss, since it's
a nickname anyway) with who i spent some time after those weird events. I was not leaving by standards measures. I was suppose to wait at night, in my
place, packages ready and go. Didn't know much more at the time. And i waited. I waited all night, i was fine, writing, reading and listening to music
when suddenly, i felt TIRED. Never been so tired. And i slept last night so i was supposed to go for another 3 nights with no issues. I sat on my bed,
to finally fall asleep. Maybe a little too quick. I still saw blurred silhouettes and heard a distant " it's for the best" from a voice i recognised.
They were two, Liss and Pascal. Deep inside i wanted to get up and go, but i couldn't even move. A week later i had another experience, much more
traumatising. Ana died. And i " saw" it. When i say saw i was in my room, talking to Felina when suddenly i blacked out and was in Mageteaux, nobody
could see me but i saw everything that happened. Armed guys shooting at youngsters, older people and even thing that didn't even SEEMS human. I saw
the whole castle ( it was more of a castle than a normal place to gather young) the outside and in general the ISLAND where it was.
After some other time, still depressed, i did my best to find the island. I wanted to go, someday, and still want to find out the truth about this.
Never found it. And i looked up every pixel of the globe representation on Google Earth, took about 1 year to do so. Lost contact with Felina shortly
after that, not because she fled but because i was too pissed to talked with her. She knew more things that i do and still didn't want to share them
Since then, i dream EVERY NIGHT of the same place. This island. Literally. I dream that i wake up in my " bed" i have there, meeting people i never
met and having discussions with them about stuff i don't understand most of the time. I'm conscious when i dream, i can control myself and go wherever
i want to. So i explored. I always a weird symbol, 2 triangles, facing each others, with a circle behind it, forming a sort of "hourglass" ( lacks of
terminology again). The weird thing about thos dreams is that every time i talk to someone, like in real life, they actually REMEMBER what i said in
another dream. Like if i was actually waking up and living another life. It's like it was me but also NOT. Like if i WAS in Mageteaux and at the same
time i wasn't.
My objective by posting this :
1) Sharing my experience
2) Finding someone that may be interested in it
3) Finding other people like who may have a similar experience and talk about it.
P.S : Not sure about the category of the post.
edit on 10-5-2017 by MAGTO because: (no reason given)