posted on Apr, 25 2017 @ 08:13 PM
Dear Death 3 times last week you gave me a heart attack and had a dam good try to get little old Stoner on to your team but you need to try a lot,lot
harder as i am made of sterner stuff than you thought .
I was very suprised by my don't give a hoot attitude to having 3 heart attacks in less than 7 days and being carted into hospital on 2 of those
occasions with major heart attacks , The first one i had on Sunday the 16th i never phoned in as i thought it was a bad case of heartburn but as i
went to sleep it did not feel right as my mouth went numb but i managed to drift off to sleep , the next one on the Monday night 17th was pain-full
but not that bad i thought until the ambulance medic visited me in my hospital room and told me they had near lost me in the ambulance while
stabilising me .
I know how a pin cushion feels now , the worst part was watching a surgeon insert tubes up my right arm to clean out my artery but i did not need a
stent inserted as i had only 15-20 % narrowing and they only use it for cases where 60+% has narrowed .
Got out of hospital on Wed AFTERNOON and was back in hospital Thursday night again and while watching television on the friday morning realised just
how lucky i have been when the news was about a English football/soccer player now a coach who had died aged 44 and had instant medical help at hand
with his heart attack , while i had to wait 20 minutes for a ambulance to arrive .
I am a 50 year old heavy smoker, excercise as little as possible these days due to sciatica and i lived through 3 while the younger super fit man
never lived through 1
must be the luck of the draw or something .
The only thing i have given up is Cannabis smoking so i might need a new user name now and i have cut my rolling cigs by half since my release from
hospital on saturday .
But my general lack of interest in nearly dying bothers me not
Anyone else feel the same after having a similar thing happen to them , And if you changed any part of your life in the process .
But dear death , not today
edit on 25/4/2017 by stonerwilliam because: (no reason given)