posted on Apr, 21 2017 @ 02:48 AM
a reply to: JimmyPilkington
Some rough stuff right there. Let me tell you, your life is not over. You made this thread. A dead person can not do that. You feel miserable but it
is not never ending. Times change, feelings change, life is a constant chaos of changing. I had a psychotic episode back in 2006, thought i was the
reincarnation of Jesus and i was hospitalized for months. Then again in 2009, thought benevolent aliens were coming to earth to save all the good
people from the madness this planet had become. Was hospitalized for almost a year. Lost practically all of my friends, was alone, heavy substance
abuse, and damn near close to successful suicide.
I survived. It is now 2017. A whole lot of hell would have been avoided on a personal level if a had died, but a whole lot of beauty too. Still trying
to cope with lots of stuff.
What if you tried to do just basic things just for a while. Make sure that normal everyday routines are all good, like nutrient filled food, some
physical exercise and rest. Social interaction too. Maybe make some popcorn and watch your favorite movie again.
If nevertheless you decide to go, i won't judge you or try more than this to turn your head around. It is your body, your life, and you have absolute
and total control over it. Just remember nothing is permanent except change.
Wishing you better times.