You know I'm so frustrated right now...You have no idea!!!....
This will be the most interesting thing you've read all week....
This is going back like 24 years now, I've gotten the occasional messages from the spirit world. It doesn't happen very often mind you. It's
actually somewhat of a rare occurrence. But for some odd reason it does happen to me.
One of the last big messages I got, sorta made me "well off". Not rich per say but by following the message I did very well in business for 10
years. But literally that's a bi gone era! That hay day went on for about 10 years, but ended way back in 2010. The business collapsed then.
Since then I've had lots of set backs. People cheating me, bad decisions, and all kinds of other major problems. Some of which hasn't been all bad
as much of it teaches you perhaps these invaluable learning experiences.
Anyway back to the SPIRITS !!!....
So they talk to me on occasion. And so when I say spirits I tend to think it's "God" talking to me, him or his angels. So he actually told me
verbally in a dream what to do for my last business that was a massive success. (but again that was eons ago).
So since then I'm literally going broke. So I decide I should start attempting new business ideas. (and I sort of forgot the idea that sometimes I
get these messages, that too I thought was a bi gone era).
Anyway I found a great business idea. I was thinking "wow I got it!!!" I'm actually gonna be able to make some money at this. So I work my tail off
for like several months getting this new online idea off and running. And it's showing real signs that it's going to be a big hit. Sales start
coming in even etc etc... and since I haven't seen a paycheck in a long time I was like "oh thank goodness, I might be able to get back on my feet
So then I get a message number 1....
I'm sleeping at night...they always come to me in dreams.... the message was very clear, "don't do this". I woke up and I was really wrestling
with this. I thought "ahhh this is crazy". But I thought okay we'll maybe this isn't the right idea. So I take down my website and decide I'm
gonna shelf this idea for now.
So later that day I'm thinking "hold on wait, that was just a minor dream. I have no idea what it was. I can't base my idea on one dumb dream". So
I thought no that's wrong, I got to give this idea a real try. So I put back the website. So I'm working at it again for a few days, thinking "ya
this is a good idea, and that was just a dumb dream, don't worry about it, this is what I need to be working on and it will work out".
So then ohhhhh man.......HERE'S WHAT HAPPENED.....
I'm laying in bed. it was early evening. I was busy all day so I was just really tired. I'm laying in bed and I start to get groggy. So then I get
this weird thing. This is something I've had also for decades. Which is I can sense when a spirit is in the room. Now again I know that sounds very
weird. But it's true. This happens a lot more frequently. Like perhaps at least maybe I'd say once a month maybe. (I'm just estimating).
So I sense a strong spirit in the room. And it's making a bunch of noise and making it's presense known. I don't know if it's from "God" or if
it's an evil spirit. (I can't really tell) only that the room changes in a very weird way. And this goes on for like a few hours. I'm tossing and
turning and trying to keep one eye open to keep tabs on this ghost in the room. I can't see it but I know it's there, and it keeps making noises as
So Im a bit freaked but not much because this has happened for years. It's no big deal. They don't do anything other than generally kinda spoke me a
bit. So then, for some strange reason I go into a "DEEP SLEEP". I'm a very light sleeper so this doesn't happen often. I find myself in a
different place that resembles where I live now in perfect detail. This spirit comes to me in the dream and first gives me a minor jolt of some sort,
like it's pushing me around or something being all threatening and tells speaks to me specifically telling me "NO YOU'RE NOT TO DO THIS BUSINESS".
Now I'm still in the dream..... moving around and stuff or whatever. And then this other spirit shows up and this one is fuming mad. It basically
tells me verbally in no uncertain terms that it's going to kill me if I keep working on this business. And if physically attacks me in the dream.
While threatening me. So I'm freaked. So I plead with it in the dream to let me go and I'll discontinue the business. So it lets me go.
So I'm still in the dream in a place that resembles exactly where I live. And I'm pretty freaked. But just glad it let me go. So then I slowly wake
up. And I'm like "HOLY CRAP!!!" what just happened. I was like what the hell. So I was just so freaked out. I decided to follow the dream and shut
down the business "again". This time likely for good.
So then some time goes by and I'm thinking about everything, and I'm so frustrated. You have no idea. Like just to launch this took like month and
months of work. So I was sort of thinking "okay forget it, until i hear from the spirit world on what direction to take, then I'm not gonna bother
trying to launch anything anymore".
So I'm hoping that maybe in the next while I'll get another message maybe showing me what to do. But my challenge to some degree in the back of my
mind is "well what if I don't get any new messages??? then what???". Like I still have to eat.
This is just so bizzare. I mean I haven't had very much contact with any spirits or God in a while. Nothings happened. So I tend to forget he's
watching over things. So then all this!
And I'm like "awwh fuc*!! okay fine FORGET IT!!!, I'll just starve to death then! I'll just not do nothing until I hear otherwise". It's like
why bother trying anything if now I have to worry about these crazy spirits who are going to basically regulate what your doing.
It's mean it's totally nuts. But it's real. This is nothing new. Again for me this dates back 24 years now when these things first started
happening. And again some have been good. Like the same spirit told me what to do "verbally" in a dream and that was "major hit". But I haven't
got any further message of the same sort.
Anyway I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm left frustrated out in the cold in limbo again. So now what do I do? Should I just wait on the
spirit and hope it comes back and tells me what "specifically to go and do???" Like I just think I'm not gonna bother trying anything for a while.
What do you think of all this?
Pretty strange ahh??