I will see you when you wake up dad . 99 98 97 9... Strange , i am awake but i am floating , why am i floating . The room , so familiar and the
surgeon sitting with his . in his hands , nurses rushing about avoiding eye contact at all times This is bad , poor fella was one of the unlucky
ones . Bad dream .
Enough . I need to wake up , its easy and i try but to no avail , i always wake up . Why is this not working .
I travel from room to room when i stop at a room ,i dont know why i have stopped , was i drawn there .
Poor kid , much like i was many a year ago laying there waiting , mom and dad trying to put on a brave face but they all know the end story .
His light is dim , why has he a light coming from his chest , i look down and my light is bright , why do i have a light , why does he have a light ,
i try once again to wake up but again to no avail , its the anaesthetic it has to be , enjoy the ride . I look down again and put my hand into my
chest , its almost a natural thing , i grab the light and place it in the boys chest , he takes a deep breath , the first of many , he will live .
How do i know this , am i god or an angel , i feel warmth but why do i feel like this , its a dream but none like i have experienced before , when do
i wake up .
Many children , some i can help , but not all , my light goes dimmer almost candle like .
Images , hundreds , thousands , millions flashing before me , i know them all , why is this happening . The images slow until i am looking down on my
daughter , why is she crying . I scream at her it is ok i am here i just need to wake up , but she doesn't hear .
Why is the man from the operating theatre being cremated , who was he .
It is hot . so very very ho.....
The end .
edit on 3-3-2017 by hutch622 because: (no reason given)