posted on Mar, 14 2017 @ 03:20 AM
I while back I finally got a job! for real this time....I passed the drug screen, aced the interview, now I the have done all the pre-hire paperwork
and I start this Friday. I am beyond thrilled. This will be an environment where I can utilize all of my learned skills, experience, and absolutely
My wife and I have been in a deep depression, She just wanted to stop stressing and for me to be strong.
While I was so debilitated with shame, anxiety, addiction, withdrawal, and an inability to even attempt to engage in some sort of healthy
It has been a low chapter of life. Granted I never wallowed in self pity much, because I will always respect that my hardships are a blessing when
compared to the hardships being endured by an unimaginable amount of other people.
Finally, Though I know anything can happen, and I have been faked out before, We have finally made it to the other side. My wife can stop worrying and
feel happy and taken care of, I can feel proud to be a husband and father. We will be able to have things and do things. Our kids will get the happy
loving 100% parents they deserve.......I could go on forever.......
We are all going to join my old MMA gym that I disappeared from because I had lost my soul. That was a dream that I let slip away, it has haunted me
and added weight to my depression. I never thought I would be back into MMA.....this is amazing.......
sorry I have been so all over the olace u guys
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