Hey friends, long time no see
I missed the deadline
but it is all good. I'm still gonna post it soon....
I had my mom proofread it, and she said the first chapter is too close to the truth and I stared crying and couldn't read anymore.
I have been going through some heavy stuff......these last two weeks especially, I came extremely close to loosing my marriage, my family. Except it
has been ten years of my mistakes and poor choices that led up to this.
we really fell apart and both started using every drug, every day but usually just "up" and "down"
We both nearly destroyed ourselves and almost drifted apart.
this is all pretty recent, so I stopped caring about my story.............
things are much better now, im thirty years old, and I am finally ready to be a full on dedicated husband and father, sober..........
my parents divorced when I was ten, my Dad left, I stayed with my mom, but it wasn't until my wife explained to me to today that he is to blame for my
anxiety, and my full on noob status when it comes to how your supposed to treat a woman. She helped me remember my dad whooped my ass alot he even
whipped me with an extension cord once, and when I was a you teenager he shoved me hard back into the couch just cause he was pissed I was being so
chill instead of getting ready for school right away........years later my alcoholic stepdad chased me through the house, knocked me down and started
stomping on me. It was because I said screw you when he made some stupid snide joke at my expense.
Despite that crap, I love and respect my Dad and hold nothing against him. He is currently The director of every single prison in the state of Alaska.
He started as a CO around my current age. I have a solid planof spending a year or two in MMA before I start my career as a CO. I'll have the goal
to follow my fathers path and become director when I am 50.
Then I will be able to buy my wife a big beautiful house, and a bad A SUV, and just prosper for my family.
Charlie Karron,, the former AFC middle eight champ is willing to train me, so this opportunity is very real!
love u guys!
I have so much more to tell, but I got work in the morning.....
and I'm still gonna post my story soon, just for the heck of it.........
edit on 31-3-2017 by GoShredAK because: (no reason given)