thank you for writing, this has inspired me to write a bit about what you speak in form of my messy song...
please feel free to comment in any form you wish.
i agree, to some degree.
as at least from my view,
change this change that...try this or that
as to simply be is not yet for me plain to see,
mind and heart are not in harmony.
i liked what you said about peeling layers of mascara,
this is what i try,
about cleaning the house and let it fly,
not special and no you and me.
no concepts, no right or wrong,
simply free, simply be,
what we are essentially,
about that i agree.
thinking and emotions are part of drama
how long will i participate in my own play?
i don't know but i wish simply to stop
and the i to drop,
but in my observation everything seems part of the way.
mind and heart,
sometimes united, sometimes apart.
both having desires, root of the problems of i.
learning how to cut those weeds,
cleaning the windows of the house.
as both are players and making plays...
mind and heart, sometimes like cat and mouse
yet, both are pure and naturally giving at the inner core of the unborn,
how to purify and get rid of drama of me?
i decided to start at the belly
and work the way up,
learning to let go and unite the mind trinity.
maybe a new drama, a new pretence and another fantasy?
well, until i try i won't know,
for now instincts are simply sayin' to try and follow...
from life i ask sincerely,
please teach and point to any mistakes,
and windows of the house will get and than stay clean.
but without both rain and sun
no rainbows can be seen.