posted on Dec, 10 2016 @ 04:33 PM
Let it all out. We need to talk about this. So many people just want you to be quiet, forget about it, and move on. But I say, please talk to me,
please tell me what happened. The world is cruel. For every 10 to 20 people you meet, man or woman, only 1 or 2 will not have an unjustified desire to
This is why I am different than them. Because I love. I want everyone to feel love. To be loved. And look outside, everyone wants me to feel hurt.
This is so much deeper than ever expected people. See, the bond that exists between us human beings, and of the opposite sex, cannot be avoided. Even
if our mind compartmentalizes and denies everything. There are things taking place when we talk to each other. There are chemicals reacting in our
minds every time that we receive attention from somebody we like. When we make a choice to tell somebody through our actions that they are more
valuable than time, it means something to them more than their thoughts, even if they perceive it not. This is where cruel people have a multitude of
See, we humans sense emotions or vibes more than we actually hear words coming out. If a person walks into a room and he dislikes you, he is
committing an act of abuse to you as a person. There are so many emotional vampires out there.
Because I am losing time, I had to look into the world for a person I love. And in the mean time, I have fell in love with people who have deserted
me, for a variety of reasons that all seem very small to me. Some people have left me and lied to me just to cause an emotional reaction inside of me,
some people have felt that I deserve to be depressed based on mistakes that I have made. It never stops. People will abuse us and trap us in a corner
and emotionally torture us with no end, making sure that we cry every day for the rest of our existence, while they are laughing in our face. Until we
find that one person out of ten, who finally does not want to cause mischief.
But people have found me, and for many years have tried to disrupt my peace. Because they know how much I desire peace, it is not like a normal human
being, but more like an ascetic, and when people see that a man can drift that far away from their reality, to a place that is filled with love and
peace, their natural reaction is to wake me up from that state and to keep me out of that state, just because it is so foreign to them, their
conscious acts like it is not allowed, but that is finally my recompense, to show that world that I can break down the barriers of our consciousness
to a place where true love and freedom of spirit exists, the exact opposite of the dishonest world and how they manipulate the spiritual world in
order to sin and cause others pain.