posted on Dec, 9 2016 @ 10:30 PM
One thing i always had a gift to do, was to remember things and it didnt matter if it was useful or not. Elephants has a natural gift of remembering
but always along with a feeling, maybe we humans only experience it when we are at trauma or pain, unlocking a key at childbirth to one of natures
I suffered from migraines, severe ones, often when i was a child, it did cripple me. The pain is hard to explain but research shows a disturbance in
the neocortex receding a migraine attack, in the same place where our feelings of love and fear are, it would be self explanatory that fear follows
along with intense pain, Dont you think? I just think its allergies, that follows along with our unnatural modern diet.
But during every attack, i saw the images of things ive read or saw repeating petterns repeating itself over and over again, i learned how to remember
things in a.. Weird way... Remembering things, patterns, stories and facts, will it do any good? Are they useful? Remembering a screw on a boat, a
quote in a text, or a single star on our night sky, will it do any good? By quoting a quote, knowing where a screw goes, or knowing where a single
star on the night sky is? I really dont know, its depends on what you do..
Most of us knows great many things, useful or not doesnt really matter its mostly subjective to our self interest. But something i learned along the
way was how to take the things i know and put them in a larger context. They werent small pieces of information anymore, the screw was a little tiny
part on a boat as big as titanic, the quote became a whole book of a legacy, and the single star was one of trillions.
I cant remember the day i suddenly realized i could put things in a larger context, when the universe became something whole instead of tiny stories
to fill in it. I just know that when i look at the world today, there are stories that hasnt been written that needs its starting chapter.
And well the migraines they still happen once or twice per year.