I wanted to see what it was like to deal with a lack of control, to confront my worst phobias; claustrophobia, agoraphobia and mysophobia, all of
which have been a paralyzing aspect of my behaviors and OCD.
Claustrophobia, agoraphobia, mysophobia.... OCD.
So where did these labels come from? Self analysis or from some doctor?
Claustrophobia... scared to leave the house... aka back in the womb complex separation anxiety undealt with. Are you in love with your mother and
clingy or feel she's the only one that gives you control?
Agoraphobia... fear of outside and wide open spaces... playing in your own yard of comfort people rarely grow out of such things... nothing ventured
nothing gained right?
Mysosophobia... inside your whole body? Everything you fear right now outside of your body? Same thing.
So this fear is stupid internal afraid of the external.
So last one easy to dismiss... we are all food chain from smallest to largest and well right back around again... the smallest germ can nom nom the
largest nom nom and round and round no biggie.
OCD... obsession clinging grasping, well what is the desire for such a thing of clinging and grasping is it to life or objects you which to maintain
or keep under your control?
So if you desire to be in controll of yourself... and yet mad you can't control all others? Then shoe on the other foot... maybe they don't want to be
controlled by you either.
So respect is given automatically for everyone's personal space and free will and right to exist and be happy with what and whomever they want in the
life and that the existence of both in one's life is mutual and one of consent. Obviously in honesty and no ulterior motives... that are like a secret
surprise party... nonsense like that occurs anyway called the unexpected... why? Because of cause and effect.
Causation is not direct correlation except in a scientific field of agreement that has been agreed on in relativity and tested over and over and over
to be a consentual reality.
If you want freedom and independence from such things? Then no consent to what you do not want in your life... of course what is holding anyone back
is always themselves their untruths their dishonesty...
Their chosen labels.
Of course if someone was not consenting to some contact that occured out of their control then it would be abuse an extreme so consent is the
As children as you pointed out none zip squat jack none... the illusion of choice is there but it really isnt it's one or the other... of course there
is creation and destruction in such ideas of nonsense and control... so what happens in such ignorance of greed and hate? Round and Round and Round
Someone trying to play or pretend to be a god but really their own devil giving themselves some permission to go round and round and round no consent
then GTFO step out of such bubbles that to not give equal consent to be in ones life...
Ideas of ownership of another is wishing to control another which comes right back around to the very beginning of this.
Which means people believing anything not real grasping at any label to define themselves that another defines for them? Is not an adult they are a
child and still looking to either take control as a parent or take control as an adult.
It is very unbecoming as adults to try to control other adults like children or subject them as some sort of slave life is already imprisioned in form
so enjoy life creating form helps enjoy life imprisioning others into some system of life in some form or fashion is the potters wheel of formation
the name or label the attachment.
So do you want to be any of those labels and nonsense others has given? Constent to them or do not... Man? Woman? Child? Gay? Straight? Who cares?
None of them mean a damned thing in the ultimate sense... if it means something to you then we! awesome if not then mind your own business... cant
mind ones own business and getting into others business without consent has all sorts of excuses attached... it is a sign of others trying to possess
and have no self possession... someone with no self possession is a slave and wishes to chain themselves to others not oneself the same as labels.
This sort of nonsense is a the life trope the choice to be something someone is not a life or some form of life and in that formation people try to
make binding contracts to hold and bind eachother in bondage and fear of losing something istead of the opposite which is gaining everything.
It is very infantile to try to bond any adult to anything body, speech, or mind that they do not consent too.
Self possession means you can control yourself but you have no control over your desires which means other possession or slavery... no one wants to be
anyone's damned slave.
So enslaving oneself to these labels? Eh personal choice and what isnt personal choice? Where is the consent? Internal or external? In the tree out of
the tree in the womb out of the womb?
Same damned thing. No becoming this now becoming that moment by moment by moment...
Like no thanks I dont want to play labels with you go have fun and bother someone else.