a reply to: MoobiusRex
I suggest you read
. YOU MUST READ THE FOREWORD: The book is fiction, but its purpose is to reveal the truth about UFOs and related subjectcs, including
I think you will like the part where the strong-willed woman manages to break one arm free during an abduction and to her surprise finds that the
"alien's" face comes off, only to reveal a cowardly (human) man of small stature.
is a great read and in my opinion our best hope for disclosure and learning some real facts.
It is only the first in a series of publications by Tom DeLonge of Blink-182 fame. Here is a highly
recommended interview with DeLonge
The grand picture I am getting so far: It seems that enough good guys are fed up with the crimes that have been committed in the context of UFOs and
abductions. A power change and at least partial disclosure may finally be imminent.
I also found the heroines and heroes in
very inspiring. They all find themselves in situations where others just HAVE to think of them as crazy. But they do not give up, they
fight! This is something I miss when I read your posts: Where is your will to fight back? Your desire to be free?
You seem to have decided that you are basically an individual of below average skills and of little use to others. I beg to differ. If you choose the
right fights and hook up with the right people, you may well make a big difference!
May I suggest: Focus on what your strengths are. You can write well? OK, tell others so, then sit down and WRITE. Do not pay attention to your
weaknesses (fancied or real), expand and use your strenghts. This will also put you in a stronger mental position in case of a future abduction.
I do not exclude the possibility that you were manipulated into murdering people against your will. There are speculations that some aliens thrive on
negative human emotions, i.e. watching a killing would be pleasurable for them (some of our race pay to see bullfights, right?). And snuff videos are
the sad proof that there are some very sick specimens in our own species. You should make up your mind regarding this: If these scenarios were really
true, are you OK with being the puppet on a string? I hope not. Decide this for yourself, decide "the next time, not with me!!!".
Finally, here is a thread I started recently where I tried to find out whether people tend
to think of alien influence on earth as positive or negative
. It did not get much attention, but I find it contains good links and information
that may help you to get a clearer picture of what has been happening with you.
[[P.S: If you are a hoaxster: Thanks for wasting my time. Pretty despicable in my opinion to use such a story to study the reactions of others or to
even just mock them.]]