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originally posted by: anotherside
Schizophrenia, schiz- effective "disorders" include having delusions and hallucinations. But many are good, intelligent hallucinations. Some as I've experienced and met others with the same, and researched.
I get warnings, some small, some not so small.
Telepathy forms after the audio hallucinations get quiet. Let me tell you, they resonate loud.
The mind is made up of chemicals firing transduction moments, reactions form from training and genetic formations.
I just want a way back to normal. That's anyone's hope in all this.
Or is it all fake?
good question! I've been trying for years, my guess is I'm getting love and hate where I need it most.
originally posted by: In4ormant
originally posted by: anotherside
Schizophrenia, schiz- effective "disorders" include having delusions and hallucinations. But many are good, intelligent hallucinations. Some as I've experienced and met others with the same, and researched.
I get warnings, some small, some not so small.
Telepathy forms after the audio hallucinations get quiet. Let me tell you, they resonate loud.
The mind is made up of chemicals firing transduction moments, reactions form from training and genetic formations.
I just want a way back to normal. That's anyone's hope in all this.
Or is it all fake?
Anything can seem real to your mind. It's the only tool you have to decipher reality and when it's not working right how could it possibly resolve itself.
originally posted by: anotherside
good question! I've been trying for years, my guess is I'm getting love and hate where I need it most.
originally posted by: In4ormant
originally posted by: anotherside
Schizophrenia, schiz- effective "disorders" include having delusions and hallucinations. But many are good, intelligent hallucinations. Some as I've experienced and met others with the same, and researched.
I get warnings, some small, some not so small.
Telepathy forms after the audio hallucinations get quiet. Let me tell you, they resonate loud.
The mind is made up of chemicals firing transduction moments, reactions form from training and genetic formations.
I just want a way back to normal. That's anyone's hope in all this.
Or is it all fake?
Anything can seem real to your mind. It's the only tool you have to decipher reality and when it's not working right how could it possibly resolve itself.
originally posted by: anotherside
Or is it all fake?
originally posted by: annoyedpharmacist
a reply to: anotherside
just curious. how do you know they are good beings? Is it just a feeling you get when they talk to you, or the nature of what they tell you??
originally posted by: anotherside
There are multiple sides to our emotions, actions etc..
I notice similarities between others with this problem, were often attacked loudly for our youthful mistakes, and it can be small, big, and often not our fault. The accusations come from something not easily teachable, and good beings know almost everything.
see, I don't know how these things get triggered in humans or animals..trying to be careful.
originally posted by: In4ormant
originally posted by: anotherside
There are multiple sides to our emotions, actions etc..
I notice similarities between others with this problem, were often attacked loudly for our youthful mistakes, and it can be small, big, and often not our fault. The accusations come from something not easily teachable, and good beings know almost everything.
I'm sorry mate, I am interested in your story but I don't do well with vague. Can you be more specific in your elaboration?
originally posted by: anotherside
see, I don't know how these things get triggered in humans or animals..trying to be careful.
originally posted by: In4ormant
originally posted by: anotherside
There are multiple sides to our emotions, actions etc..
I notice similarities between others with this problem, were often attacked loudly for our youthful mistakes, and it can be small, big, and often not our fault. The accusations come from something not easily teachable, and good beings know almost everything.
I'm sorry mate, I am interested in your story but I don't do well with vague. Can you be more specific in your elaboration?
please, don't mess me up anymore than I am! That will give me visuals at night! No drugs but prescribed involved.
originally posted by: DBCowboy
Imagine a brain as a hard drive on a computer.
Schizophrenia occurs when partitioning occurs on that hard drive and different "operating systems" take over the various partitions.
That's my take on it.
don't panic upon me, I survive through this.
originally posted by: khnum
Dont entertain the voices or the visions they lead nowhere good- unless there is a qualified psychologist or psychiatrist on this board do not entertain any advice here,your condition can be managed seek help before it gets worse.
I'm not here to seek help, but tell a story.
originally posted by: anotherside
don't panic upon me, I survive through this.
originally posted by: khnum
Dont entertain the voices or the visions they lead nowhere good- unless there is a qualified psychologist or psychiatrist on this board do not entertain any advice here,your condition can be managed seek help before it gets worse.
originally posted by: anotherside
I'm not here to seek help, but tell a story.
originally posted by: anotherside
don't panic upon me, I survive through this.
originally posted by: khnum
Dont entertain the voices or the visions they lead nowhere good- unless there is a qualified psychologist or psychiatrist on this board do not entertain any advice here,your condition can be managed seek help before it gets worse.
We're all stories anyway..right?
my story is paradox, a series of catch 22s
originally posted by: In4ormant
originally posted by: anotherside
I'm not here to seek help, but tell a story.
originally posted by: anotherside
don't panic upon me, I survive through this.
originally posted by: khnum
Dont entertain the voices or the visions they lead nowhere good- unless there is a qualified psychologist or psychiatrist on this board do not entertain any advice here,your condition can be managed seek help before it gets worse.
We're all stories anyway..right?
Only if they are told