My first thread ever and maybe my only

As some know , I have been battling this enemy called cancer for nearly 4 years . At first diagnosis , I had no chance. The specialists and I , through this time , have changed this.I guess I am too stubborn to call it quits.However , I was due in October for what may have been my last surgery . A persistent infection has cancelled this until further notice. Under this type of pressure and depression , I have posted stuff in a way I never would have before. Thank you mods for pulling it (or them).
To any and all I have offended , please accept my deepest heartfelt apologies. But for now, I am going on hiatus from ATS. I need time to recover physically , mentally , and spiritually .
Thanks to all here for a wonderful time.And no , the devil on most of my posts is not because I am mad. Ever notice the devil is smiling ?
Peace to everyone .Cya and outta here.

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Much love,

I'm praying for a complete recovery.

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I don't hold any grudges. Prayers and good luck!

Best of luck to you.

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Sorry to hear about your situation. I wish you all the best and hope to see you around the boards after you have had time to recharge your batteries.

Best wishes.

Go for it. You can do it!

get well.

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I need time to recover physically , mentally , and spiritually .

What's more spiritual then discussing issues with like minded individuals?

ATS is release... Good for the soul brother

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Take care and be good to yourself. I'm so very sorry you have to deal with this and I'm wishing you the brightest blessings -- today and always.

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I was not aware of your situation and wish you all the best Gothmog , I hope you return with better news in the not to distant future.

Take care . Get well .
Nah . Wasnt offended here from your posts .

originally posted by: Gothmog
As some know , I have been battling this enemy called cancer for nearly 4 years . At first diagnosis , I had no chance. The specialists and I , through this time , have changed this.I guess I am too stubborn to call it quits.However , I was due in October for what may have been my last surgery . A persistent infection has cancelled this until further notice. Under this type of pressure and depression , I have posted stuff in a way I never would have before. Thank you mods for pulling it (or them).
To any and all I have offended , please accept my deepest heartfelt apologies. But for now, I am going on hiatus from ATS. I need time to recover physically , mentally , and spiritually .
Thanks to all here for a wonderful time.And no , the devil on most of my posts is not because I am mad. Ever notice the devil is smiling ?
Peace to everyone .Cya and outta here.

A S/F for your first post!

I am sorry to hear this, i know how hard it is.

You are Awesome and i commend you for coming out and telling it like it is.

I know you'll find what you're looking for!

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I am sorry to learn of the battle that you are going through.

May you rest well, know that we here at ATS will have you in our thoughts and prayers.

If I may offer a book recommendation, Conversations with God by Neale Donald Walsch.

Lots of great information, I tend to see it as a conversation between the author's ego and his higher self or whatever concepts would fit into your world view!

Get better soon Goth!

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Be well,stay positive and take care of yourself.
We'll be waiting for your return.

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Best wishes, and prayers / energies / vibrations for a recovery and remission/cure of your ailments, Gothmog.

Keep fighting, never give up, and never give in.

id like to wish you good luck and don't give up the good fight we call life. drink freshly squeezed lemons with a solution of water, apple cider vinegar and bicarbonate soda. drink this solution several times a day, the higher alkali your body the higher your chance of smashing the cancer. I've read a story of someone doing this till they beat it so good luck weather you give it a try or not.

To any and all I have offended , please accept my deepest heartfelt apologies. But for now, I am going on hiatus from ATS.

Don't feel guilty for what you felt was appropriate to do and say in serious discussions .

We all make those mistakes daily.

Be strong don't leave but try to find some mental rest to strengthen and come back with a healthy life and strong debate.

Always fight until the end don't let it take you over!!

See you soon..

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Do by courage, what you cannot achieve through fear.

Godspeed.

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Stay strong and fight...Gothmog...looking forward to your recovery and your post's when you're upto it....

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I'm one who disagrees with you more times than I agree with you but I'm not really the type to argue on the net these days as it always goes nowhere and does nobody any good.

I'll be going through what you are going through very soon as recently my health has deteriorated. I don't know what the hell I'll be going through in the next few weeks but I certainly empathize with your situation. It's not fun, losing your health, and I certainly would never wish this crap upon anyone, even someone who I mostly disagree with.

Life is funny that way, as we all frikkin die and almost never do we die in a nice way. We are all the same in that way.

BTW, have you tried hemp oil? I'm looking to get my medical cannabis card soon and hoping it might be useful. I still don't know what to think of hemp oil but I'd rather go down that route than chemo and radiation. How poisoning the body to get rid of poison is knowledge that is above my pay grade.

Best of luck sir Gothmog.