posted on Oct, 11 2016 @ 01:59 AM
I never introduced myself maybe i should give a short introduction =)
One of my teachers at an early age said;" Dont ever change " As teenager hearing those words, with the hormones your body is producing, you believe
them to mean something unreal. Now, i understand what she meant in a philosophical way. Most of my life i always followed what my gut feeling told me,
despite what my mind said. Right or wrong didnt matter, i followed an inner voice, it never lead me astray.. So i learned to trust it, as the years
went by, i learned, it will protect you.
My curiosity increased the older i got, for the mysteries in life. I wanted answers, but the answers made no sense without understanding.. The purpose
always had a meaning, if it didnt, well, things that doesnt make sense is always created by a human. So i learned to place a single word behind every
thing i ever was taught and the word was a simple; "Why."
I started to jump in to every rabbit hole i could find and came across, and put a simple ;"Why" in front. It was my safety line from going
completely mad from the things made by the imagination of man. The internet came and it can make anyone lose their mind, and then one day i found this
My first steps in to these halls, were, well there were conflicts. I got kicked out more times than i can count, i made a few friends but a lot of
I didnt really care, but one thing i found in here was a place where the old folks had a saying. People with wast knowledge about the reality and not
an imagination created by ideals. I started listening, and a new world appeared.
A mind like mine, will always look for a mystery to solve. For some it might look parasitic, but i live a healthy life, solving a mystery is what
gives me joy.
When people thought ive gone completely mad, my mind was in a rabbit hole i recently had found. Anyone in a rabbit hole needs to empty their mind to
learn what it really has to offer.. So cryptic messages was written in a certain forum, to remind me when i got up, what i had found.
Years passed, and i think i became wiser, "not sure". But you find the most beautiful secrets, and a few days ago. I found the everlasting flower,
it made realize everything else l had found so far was insignificant.. My journey through the maze had lead me to the center of everything..
I know a few who hates me being in their universe, but they dont know, its much older then they realize..
But finally i found my bloodline and its history without anyone else dictating the storyline.
I owe many thanks to the people of ATS and its community, friends of foes doesnt really matter, we all teach each other things in life no one else can