I've visited many sites and explored many topics. During my stops on this website I have come to see the community here as knowledgeable and diverse.
I am a free thinker and have been autodidactic for the last 15 years. Along my path I have found passions in philosophy and physics. I am 34 and don't
view myself as very eclectic or extremely fringe. Though an experience 4 years ago has had my head spinning for a while now.
I created a habit of keeping learning logs and scratch books while doing my learning explorations and as insights and revelations developed I began
imagining and documenting my ideas. Most are gibberish or generally purposeless, but I had a handful of one's that I bookmarked as potentially viable
The purpose of my sharing this experience is to find clarity. Tell me I'm crazy or tell me where I can go if you feel the need. Ultimately though I'm
seeking open minded people, sympathizers, and possibly someone with some new puzzle piece that may help me make sense of it all.
Four years ago after a particularly deep exploration that lasted several months I developed several of the schema that I label with my pride.
One evening I went to bed as normal and had a particularly real and vivid "dream". During this experience I have a memory of several men of military
stature coming into my bedroom and waking me and my girlfriend from our sleep. They escorted us out of my family home, where two of my relatives also
reside. Once outside there were two large black suburbans with the cliché blacked out windows. The group of men separated myself and my girlfriend
into the vehicles. Within the vehicle I was escorted to waited and older man dressed relatively casual, in stark contrast to the MIB types that
escorted me from my bed.
The next part of the experience I was walking through a concrete hallway to a door which the casually dressed man opened and led me through. The room
we entered consisted of barren concrete walls and was dimly lit. The only furniture in the room was a solid workbench style table in the center. It
also happened to be where the majority of the lighting In the room was focused.
When I approached the table I felt a double wave of emotion. Exhilaration hit me full on and my mind spun, confusion followed quickly afterwards.
Sitting on the table was a version of one of the schema I had drawn into my notebook. It was confusing because the man began asking me questions about
the device once I was close enough to recognize it. It was as if someone had gained access to my concept drawings and actually fabricated one of them.
The exhilaration peaked as I realized it was slightly different from my schema. That particular design in my notebook was not physically possible the
way I had drawn it. The design called for cyclical motion, yet the way I had documented it the design would bind. To clarify, the way I had drawn it
was as a non-functioning incomplete idea. This object in front of me was in motion. Here in front of me was a perfectly engineered version of my
The exhilaration drove me into conversation with the man who had escorted me into the room. I remember freely answering all of his questions to the
extent that I could. I have no sense of timing in any of this.
I awoke the next morning with a vivid memory of the experience. Any sense of fear was washed away with the feelings of wonder and astonishment of
seeing the device functioning. It was a bit like how a young child feels on Christmas morning.
I woke my girlfriend and immediately began telling her about the crazy dream I had had throughout the night. I expected a high level of indifference
from her as we share such diverging interests. Yet, to my surprise she seemed scared and shocked by what I was telling her.
Once I finished my story, she explained to me that she had a nightmare. Her nightmare was that government people had come to the house and startled
her awake as they entered the room. Her perception was slightly different as she was frightened because they took us out of the house and forcibly
separated her into a separate vehicle. She claimed that there was no memory in her dream of any experience beyond being put into the vehicle and
I was goosebumps all over after hearing her(edited typo) talk about my dream as her own. Needless to say the experience remains very dreamlike in my
mind. I'm left with large gaps in the storyline and details are lost to the fog feeling of a dream.
Please share freely any intuitions or thoughts you might have in relation to the story. I've never had any kind of experience of shared dreams or ever
considered myself in the realm of paranoia. Never had I considered anyone had interest in me or my thoughts. I have always been very reclusive with my
studies and concepts.
Thanks for reading and more thanks to any responders I get in regards to this post.
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