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Also in this place, my mother is very abusive and yells at me a lot. These encounters are also disturbing. It's like the good people in my life turn evil, and the villain characters I create, act angelic. I saw my best friend Bill except he was very angry and his eyes were glowing red. He tried to hit me in the face when I saw him. It's so surreal that the feeling of confusion will last for days, at times. I'll feel uneasy for weeks around the normal versions of said people.
The major thing I'm concerned about here is if I will get physically harmed, or maybe even killed. I have no control over what I encounter. This is a more frightening than amusing situation. I've stayed awake for up to 6 days (my current record) just to avoid this. I've considered suicide at some times because it is scaring me so much.
originally posted by: Peeple
a reply to: 1MisterLeonard1
Clue 3, if all the things you claim to have happened to you would be true, you'd be much less coherent and restrained.
What is a tulpa?
A tulpa is an entity created in the mind, acting independently of, and parallel to your own consciousness.
In Jungian psychology, the shadow or "shadow aspect" may refer to (1) an unconscious aspect of the personality which the conscious ego does not identify in itself.
Carl Jung stated the shadow to be the unknown dark side of the personality. According to Jung, the shadow, in being instinctive and irrational, is prone to psychological projection, in which a perceived personal inferiority is recognised as a perceived moral deficiency in someone else.
And so far, I've managed to avoid harm. I have quick reactions and ducked when the messed up version of my 'friend' tried to punch me.
originally posted by: 1MisterLeonard1
a reply to: Woodcarver
I am not making things up. I'm concerned for my health and life here.