I dont even care anymore. I only see that which is worthy of being seen. Things happen, and I imagine a little cabal, or a coven snarking with joy
over little obstacles placed before me, like a persecution paranoia I like to entertain at times, but it doesnt even matter.
I only keep that going fantasy ever so lightly in my mind so I can sit puzzled over how little and petty it all is. Just to keep things in perspective
if you will.
Like today, my computer got nuked, I have lost over 3 tera bytes of things I normally would have cared about. I imagine my foe (life) laughing and
waiting for my response....the freaking petty douche.
I dont even care. I am seeing a world beyond this one where even the continuity of humanity and all I love is absurd in context.
My soul. Hurt that...then I may truly be freaked out. Nuke my spirit, then I may care.
You cant life. You cant you little bitch. I am untouchable there. Impune from all your BS. All I love is as well. OUR SOUL is free and clean.
Bite me life. Eat my ass.
You can make my trains late, stick me in traffic, lose my crap, put every single idiot on earth in my path or anything else you can think of, and I
will still sit pretty. I will look on with bewilderment as the ant that you are tries to gnaw at the mountain of mountains that is my spirit.
Screw you life. Bring it. You only make me stronger and I am going to kick the ever living crap out of you.
Life, meet me outside. Bring your friends so I can beat you senseless in front of them. Then I will beat them up too, and all your dads.
You cant break my spirit, I am not going to let you. Here and now, I am freaking God and you are my angry little monkey creations shaking your fist at
this turbulent sky. You are the backwards and moronic tribesmen reveling in ignorance at the sight of my bright lights and the showmanship of my
I am Gia, Zeus, Saturn, and Mars...and you are the dumbass temple priests killing your livestock so the smoke of your sacrifice and hunger can fill
the air of my petulance.
Screw you life. I am going to kick your ass.
edit on 9 15 2016 by tadaman because: (no reason given)