posted on Sep, 14 2016 @ 02:47 AM
a reply to: CriticalStinker
Thank you for the very personal clarification and even confession of envy over such things as turning a blind eye... of course that seems to be the
curse of knowing exactly the solution and problem being the perpetuation of ignorance and not growth all at once.
I admit I felt the same thing... I didn't think of it as envy honestly it was just the feeling of maybe if I looked away my suffering or actually
empathy towards it would decrease... but then again what would that solve? That's the same thing the ego constantly does... go into self protection
mode, and then rationalizes why it is correct forming into a cognitive dissonance into a lalala I'm not listen fashion and well that obviously is
exactly what we try so hard to escape from in removing hate, greed and ignorance to begin with... so diving right back into it? Better to use
compassion and empathy than to turn a blind eye in the if I stick my head in the sand the world of it ceases to exist... yes indeed relative to the
observer but not to the actual thing occurring.
Of course nothing wrong with bubbling up to regain strength and renew ones commitment to shedding light and trying to help over come such matters...
eventually with practice there's no need for any bubbles of protection or to draw energy as the intent to help eventually comes back the same care and
concern you give to also aid and shed light comes back... the reasoning? You are not alone... so of course when you share that positive energy in
wanting to try and change things for the better and helping and aiding when and where you can it does not go un-noticed the others seen and unseen
that do the same will help sending positive energy your way... so of course be sure to repay the kindness by also giving them energy.
Just as have you have with myself with pure honesty in sharing what you saw as suffering to oneself and swallowing what one would call pride or shame
in not admitting what many call a fault in such a manner I am sending you as much positive energy as I can to have strength in your efforts and I hope
others do the same... so that evolves as boundless energy to keep up the good fight as it is often called.
I hope sharing my experience in showing you that you are not alone has helped restore some of that vigor and encourage you no matter what happens?
Keep going keep striving. The right thing never ceases being the right thing.
edit on 14-9-2016 by BigBrotherDarkness because: (no reason