Hello my fellow ats poets and writers .. I wanted to say good bye To ATS for now. I feel it's not for me anymore. God has called me to do other
things. And it's not bow down to screens. Our world has been taken over guys. Evil walks among us. I'm gonna be completely honest and tell my story
then a poem then bid y'all a farewell...
It started Tuesday August 9th 2016. I was outside doing my exercises and yoga. I was praying for God to show me the way... But then I realized I
needed to lay my life to him .. So I did .. At that moment I felt this warm feeling wash over me like a complete peace .. I know it was the Holy
Spirit washing over me.. It was the most amazingly beautiful feeling I've ever experienced .. I just stood there with a huge grin on my face
said thank you .. I was staying at my dads when this happened, taking care of my little sister. Well that night after a shower a scratch came at the
bathroom door. I thought it was the dog wanting in to go into the closet to sleep. I opened the door and there was nothing. I look in the closet and
the dog was already asleep in there. I try to brush it off, I say a prayer and go to bed.
My grandma comes to stay the next night. At 3:30am she is sleeping in living room and hears scratch at a door. She lays still thinking it's the dog.
Then hears a wet dog shake off...
she freaks and walks to the closet to see if the dog is in there and he is cause that's where he likes to sleep
and he's not wet .. So she gets in my dads bed and tried to go to sleep.
She tells me about it. And then leaves. Then my lil sis tells me there's a demon book upstairs that belongs to our step sis!! I tell her go get it!!
She skins through it. First thing she reads is if fairies. Then the very next page she turns to is of the demon dog. The black dog of hell. He
searches for pregnant woman and wants their soul for the hell King. This is what Christian lore says in this book we found no joke.. So we burn then
And when I went to check to make sure it was burned .. The pages that were not burned, were about fairies .. No joke. It's all surreal guys. I feel
like this reality of course is what we make it. We can shape it. And we can live this life to the fullest with love in our hearts and God right by our
sides leading the way. It's so easy. At least for me ... Anyway back on track ...
So I anointed oil in Jesus name and blessed the house. And we had no more trouble. For real ..
But I get back to my home Sunday ...
My son has had episodes of night terrors since he was 2. We were told this was just something we were gonna have to deal with and he would eventually
grow out of them. Well he hasn't grown out of them. He's 11 now and we've had to put bolts on the tops of all our doors so he won't escape at night.
Cause that's what he tries to do. It's terrifying. So I come home Sunday and my hubby tells me that my son had a night terror on Saturday night.
Here's the night terror.. He stood up, spread his arms out like Jesus, lifted his head, then his eyes rolled into the back of his head and then he
began to speak another language... My hubby stepped towards him and my son looked through him and said you're not the right mom, you're the other mom,
then he fell to the ground in a fetal position. My hubby comforted him but my son shied away and my hubby had to get him and hold him and take him to
That's beyond scary to me. So I anointed oil and blessed my house. And my son hadn't had a night terror since. Sure it worries me that evil is lurking
but I have to hand my worry to God!!!
And then my son accepted God! He told me he wanted to selfless like me. Now that's awesome!! There's my story guys. I love you all so much. Evil is
out there and it wants to devour us. Even our precious children.. I just see this light I've never seen before and it's magical. I mean .. God gave us
a handbook .. Love it.. So powerful ..
I am not of this world anymore
I am a child of God
I am living for the right reasons
My faith has been fully restored
My example is how I'll live
My love is what I'll give
A helping hand in time of need
To lend a shoulder in time of grief
My brain injury did not kill me
It made me ten times stronger
I'm like Wonder Woman flying high
Smile on my face, can't you see
Be kind, respect, love, don't hate
In the end we will know our fate
-nat the blue eyed cat
Farewell my friends .. I love you
I may seem crazy .. I may seem bonkers .. But let me tell you a secret .. All the best people are mad my dear
Sorry for any grammar errors or spelling errors!!! I'm on my phone !! It's tiny! It's late I can't see !!! Hahahahahaha!!!! Mwhahahahha!!!! It's so
beautiful out in Mississippi tonight!!!! I'll stay on here for awhil and if you want to message me and catch my email I'll be glad to give it!!!!
love y'all!!!'!! Xoxoxoxo
Read revelation ... Quite interesting
We are all one
I am you
As you are me
I am the air I breath
edit on 22-8-2016 by natalia because: (no reason given)