posted on Aug, 20 2016 @ 12:53 AM
a reply to: WalkInSilence
Wow, I had no idea. Sorry you had to go through that, WIS. I guess it made you a stronger person though. Sometimes rough ordeals and tragedies make us
better human beings too. The silver lining. Yes, hatred hurts you more than anyone. I once watched a docu about a man who was wrongly convicted for
murdering his wife and taken away from his kids. He was eventually released. He said that he had a burning hatred while in prison to get back at the
people responsible for putting him there, until he realized that hatred is like swallowing poison when you want to hurt the other person. It's the
same with forgiveness (letting go of grudges.) I can't always forgive, but for our own sake we sometimes need to defuse our heavy feelings with some
people a bit, for our own sake.
I have had some pretty intense feelings towards these two 'friends' of mine, as you correctly assume. I have had to blow off steam and hold myself
back from doing something really stupid. I'm the nicest guy in the world, but not with evil people. With the sociopath types I have to hold myself
back. They disgust me. These two, I REALLY have to cool myself down when thinking about them, for my sake.
Well, don't worry too much. I have family who would help me out, how they were able. This has just come at a bad time. Someone has offered to help me
financially and I'm waiting on that and selling items of mine and looking into other sources of revenue and working it all out. I need to be out by
edit on 20-8-2016 by LoneCloudHopper2 because: (no reason given)