posted on Jul, 31 2016 @ 03:58 AM
a reply to: thenightisours
The monster, the beast, is an alcoholic family member who I've been trying to shoo from my life in my quest to remove toxicity and negativity. It's
easier said than done though, for when one is -that- close to you, so close that they can pretend to -be- you and gain access to your ever-changing
information.... it's hard.
As for the "monsters" of the future... I don't believe they are monsters, but I see them as such because of my past. I rarely trust, and for that, the
monsters in the shadows, the shadowy figments that are of my imagination, I am my own monster seeing monsters everywhere.
And I'm trying to change that, hence my desire for higher learning and seeking inner reflection and searching for my "self".
WHEW! Ramble, haha. I'm sorry. But thank you for taking the time to read, reply, and send me your best wishes. Thank you. <3