posted on Jul, 29 2016 @ 01:25 PM
I am a Gemini, and my foremost gift is communication. I am a light worker, and I work with words. This, is who I am, it is my creed. I wrote this
yesterday, and the pen responded! I urge you all to try this.
"Write, pen, and tell the Truth of me."
I am, that is We. As a human, I have been given the gift of unlimited conscious ability to created, to destroy, and to change, but most importantly,
to Choose. 'A person is what they repeatedly do. Excellence, therefore, is not an act, but a habit.'
I Choose to Love Fear. I Choose to Love Hate. I Choose to Love Ignorance. I Choose to Love Evil. Understand, that to Love does not mean to accept or
tolerate. I Love Hatred, because to do otherwise would be to let Hatred win.
That is not to say, would stand idle while somebody is getting raped or killed. # No! Fear/Hate/Ignorance/Evil is to be loved, and tolerated so far
as they show their capacity to want to change. Fear/Hate/Ignorance/Evil in action can not be tolerated because they perpetuate themselves and bring
only negativity, and so they should be met with the appropriate force.
"To bring Love to the unloved, and the loveless. To bring comfort and security to the fearful, and the unbrave. To bring wisdom to the unwise, and
the ignorant. Understanding that I myself am at times all these things, and worse. From this understanding, the determination to change."~me
If you don't like what you've done and who you've been, does that not create a separation between the old you, and the new? Therefore, all that is
needed is the diligence to try and make sure you never go back there again.It's OK if you fail, we all do. You just gotta pick your self back up, and
try again. We all fail, we are all forgiven! Evil/ego itself takes literally all of eternity to realize its folly and change, and God forgives even
him, so will He not forgive you?
I hereby recognize all of my faults, undesirable traits habits and actions as areas to grow and improve and replace with the fruit of righteousness,
which comes from my God to shine through me.
Yea; even as I surrender my mind and my hand to let the pen write unhindered, so too do I dedicate myself to surrendering my Self, my mind and body
and will to the Writer of Life and the Author of Truth, to try and pose as little resistance as I can, trusting this force to do its job better than I
can. After all, all words written come from the pen, right? So why not let the pen, write?
I Choose, of the Spirits that come to me, to welcome into Me, my Heart and Soul and Mind and Body the positive, goodones. I would call the Spirits of
Life, and Love, and Joy, and Compassion, and Empathy, of Peace and Humility and Wisdom to dwell within Me and to make themselves known to the
I do not reject, but neither do I accept those Spirits of Negativity, I will not be controlled by these any longer. No, Fear, because All is OK. No,
Hate, because Love wins. No, Ignorance, for I will learn even from you. No, Evil, thou shalt not reign, because all is Righteous.
In Ages past, I might have taken a Vow of Silence, or of Chastity, but there is no need, for I take the Vow of Life, and Truth. I will immerse myself
in nature for at least one hour a day, not reading or musicing or thinking, but just doing my best to simply, be, without definition, expectation,
need or want. I Vow, to live my Life as Fully and as Good as I can, pledging myself to the service of Other, recognizing that *I* am fulfilled, and
complete of my own Self.
I do not commit my self to be perfect, as that would be ridiculous (giggle). However, in my submission I am doing my best to pose no obstruction to
that which IS perfect, so He can show His glory through me, and affect a far bigger change through me than I alone could ever even dream of.
I am a Writer, and this is Me. So long as I draw breathe in my lungs, and so long as Life runs through my veins, I will Strive to Live with Truth in
my Mind and Love in my Heart. I shall not rest from this task for this is no less then the summation of my Noblest Self. Indeed, it is far greater
than I. Regardless of the superficial structure of the chaotically flowing nature if the world around me, I will dive within the depths of my Self
ruthlessly, not turning away from anything I should find there, accepting the negative things as spaces to grow and improve, turning them to My Lord
so he will fill me with his Righteousness.
In this way, I know my life's work shall never be complete, for I am imperfect and my Lord Isn't. Even so, taking satisfaction from each stride I
take towards this end. Henceforth, I will not say 'eh, its good enough' when I know a fault and thus recognize the capacity for improvement.
No Longer can I say, 'I know not My Path' No longer will I shy away from my Evil, nor let it prohibit me from pursuing righteousness. Yea, how
ridiculous is it to say'yeah, I have this imperfection, meanms i cant strive towards correcting it?
I Love You All, and I thank you for reading this, my manifesto to my Self. If I may ask you to pray with me? "God, give me the serenity to accept the
things that cannot change, the wisdom and humility to enact Your Change, and whatever else is needed. Amen"