posted on Jul, 20 2016 @ 10:49 AM
My views and thoughts are quite different than most people.
I'm sure a lot can say the same but even that "a lot" represents a tiny portion of humanity.
I'm big into deep mediation/astral projection (hallucination or real, I don't care) and hallucinogens.
There's a similarity with OOBE via astral projection and via things like '___'.
It is like (mind you, I am not set in stone on if it's real vs fake whatsoever) these actions take you to other places, with one giant place/energy
behind it. I call that energy the Void because there's no real words to describe it.
The Void feels like home, much more so than where we are on earth.
Hence "Of The Void" because if I could, I'd stay there.
Again keep in mind that even if I sound crazy I had always been atheist and never believed in more than what we see. More and more experiences try to
make me believe there's more than meets our eyes. I'm willing to accept that it could be real or fake. I'm putting in this disclaimer so people don't
think I'm just flat-out nuts and believe every little thing that appears to be real.
46 is something I experienced in a premonition via a dream. It was a number for a small lottery drawing which I won and at that time it was the
first/only time for the number to ever be drawn in my state.
Too bad it wasn't the powerball lol!
Seriously though, that's something else I never believed in. I tried to think I was crazy but after too many experiences I had to accept that maybe
what I was experiencing is real. 46 is my number to remind me of these seemingly unreal experiences/to keep an open mind to everything because WE KNOW
So - OfTheVoid46
Sorry for the long explanation. There wasn't a short way to show what the name means to me and I don't think even what I typed is enough to truly show
it's meaning to me.
These experiences are why I'm on ATS now.
Most of you are great. Even the people that come off harsh, I respect everybody's opinions. I'm glad there's so many open people on here willing to