posted on Aug, 3 2016 @ 04:42 AM
good evening. Shed folk! Hope your evening is going great!
Had a fabulouse but bitter sweet experience today.
I went out to celebrate my best best friends birthday. It went spectacular for my buddy and he had a good time.
However, i made a collosal and heart breaking mistake today. I stupidly let the woman ive secretly been in love with since i was 14 read my poetry.
Poetry ive only shared with three members of ATS and nobody else. I didnt tell her the poetry was about her, and she seemed to enjoy it. Commenting
on how profound and sweet it was.
30 minutes later she was making out with some complete stranger at the bar. I sat by completely crushed and feeling insignificant. My heart couldnt
take it any more and i made up some excuse to split.
Im grateful that i can at least restore my faith in women using the amazing members of the shed as guidance and roll models of what i should be
falling in love with. And what a truley amazing woman looks like. One day i guess.
Standing on the corner of western and santa monica hoping my bus comes soon. Its almost 3am and im tired and sad and lonley.
edit on 3-8-2016
by BASSPLYR because: (no reason given)