posted on Jul, 13 2016 @ 10:42 AM
Okay, my experience - short version.
I gave my will to God on friday. The following sunday evening I was energized. Not like I wanted to run the 100 yard dash; more like a good dose of
Shrooms. i walked outback to smoke a cigg, and whamo I was tripping.
Things lead up to this. I was effected on the 20th. On the 10th I discovered GLP. It was a release for me; I had always been God curious, but
trying to talk to my rl friends was talking to a wall. So, on GLP I let loose. I was also having fun; it was the 1st time I had been on a forum.
I was an ex Everquest player. I had stopped for a year; but missed that social atmosphere. GLP provided that. Anyway, I got into talking od God.
Mind you I was pretty secular; not into the Bible; just too tedious. My curiosity was how this God in the flesh, technically, works. Trying to
figure it out.
I had just quit my job, too. To ostensibly get a better one. But I had some money in the bank; could take a vaca a while 1st. It was the start of
this vaca that I discovered GLP. This was April of 2003. Yes, I been waiting for over 13 years.
So, the more I talked on GLP the happier I got. Got to the point where I stopped eating; not hungry. Then, like a day later, I stopped sleeping; no
I think it was a specific thing which started the not sleeping. I did an allnight thread. It was not planned that way; just happened. I was
searching, seeking; drilling down. It would go like; I would ask a question, then reply answering that question; which lead to another question; and
so it went; all night. The conclusion of that thread scared me to the bone; I vowed not to go on GLP again (I was back like a day later, giggle).
The conclusion; "The Matrix."
That was perhaps a wednesday morning, the 16th. But it lead me, on the following thursdaynight, into friday; this most introspective look. This
ended with giving my will to God, something I had been mulling over since I read about that in an Edgar Cayce book.
So, back to being energized. I was having Easter dinner with immediate family. Didn't tell them. Didn't tell them I hadn't been eating or sleeping
for almost a week. But I could only force down a few bites; thats when I told them I hadn't been eating.
My step-dad was there. He is a retired engineer: did computers. He is also a professed atheist; God not proven to him. So, the things he said that
night were not him; "Okay, I think you are ready. Never kill a human, and do not hate, its not good for you" Then he said; "What do you want?" I
was not expecting that, so I said the 1st thing that popped in; "I want it all." He replied; "Its a wrap."
Later he could not recall uttering those words, and had no idea why he would say such a thing. I thinking someone spoke thru him.
This energizing last a few days. On the 1st day it was all about me. I lived alone, ATT; having booted my GF like 1.5 months ago. But here I was,
all effected, and knowing its about God because thats what I was into on GLP the week before. BUT, noone was coming to my door; noone was "welcoming
me". So, I got it in my head I had to claim myslef, aslike to the mirror. This would entail going somewhere public and having sex (with a girl; I am
hetero). This would force the mirror to admit who/what I was.
But I compromised, went to our pool 3 times in a row. I kept going back because I never did the job. But during those visits I saw the humanoid
forms of the planets in our solar system:
1st visit = Pluto; a guinea pig for my mission. A middle aged spanish lady. I went into the pool. Then walked up to her and said Hi. She replied
in spanish, which I know not; so I walked away. The will of god, pluto is.
2nd: Pluto was still there but now another guy, middle aged, kinda short and balding. Mercury. He was laying in the chair next to the one I had
started using. So, we small talked. But one thing he said; look to the sky -= the clouds - you may see something. Then I left.
3rd: Pluto and Mercury were gone. It was empty. I layed down, gazed at the clouds. I did see something; just like a little robinhood, with that
hat; but no weapon. When I looked back down all theses people were there; the rest of the solar system. Uranus, Neptune are twins, and Saturn,
looked hermaphrodite; stayed longer as the others left. I never talked to any. Just layed there and looked at the three for a while, then played
Tarzan in the pool, then left. Saturn was the only one still there when I left.
2nd day: better. So, claim myself not the way, but I wanted to DO something: I was still effected. I did the only ritual I have ever done. I
gathered some articles, went to the nextdoor park; and buried them (just my hands, a small bundle).
The idea was to rid us of the monsters in us; get rid of the duality in us. It had to go somewhere, so I was creating a place.
That night I was like; "So where is my change?" I did another allnight thread, this time almost on purpose; I was going to talk until someone
answered. I was begging the question; and wondering; okay what now?
At around 6am the next day someone replied saying I have to admit I am 666. That was a surprise to me; if anything I was feeling good not bad. So, I
said yes, then referred to the Sumerian take on that number, as per sitchin's The Cossmic Code.
Then they said they could start clearing me. I slept then for the 1st time in a good week, for 20 minutes. Shortly after i awoke I heard a sonic
boom. Never heard one, before or since. Its a very eery thing; something you do not forget.
Anyways, I started waiting after that. Still waiting. Many small things have happened that only reinforce that what I am going thru is real; akin to
spotters in weight lifting.