Originally posted by TgSoe
Originally posted by The Axeman
Well my friend, that's fine and good if that's what you want to do, but at times your posts seem to be downright dichotomous.
I might not be the best Mason in the world but I am a Mason none the less my friend. Normaly I'm a pretty silent person but there's no way to be
silent on a forum like this. I'm the quite anylitcal type. People sit around a campfire and talk, me I silently watch the leaves moving to and fro
80' above caused by the rising heat thermals off the fire, completely unoticed by the talkers busy in endless conversation below.
Sometimes I get the idea you are a Mason. Are you sure your not about a fourty-two degree Freemason? Afterall, it was you that said ," until you
join Masonry you know nothing, N-O-T-H-I-N-G about Masonry". And one of my reasons for joining, I might add. I decided then that all the information
on the web about Masons only leads everyone on a wild goose chase. I'm starting to think you could live a lifetime and never know the truth, even be
a Mason and not know the truth.
The question is how could you know that unless you are a Mason?
Well pointblank, I don't. I don't know. I'm not a member, so I just don't KNOW. I have no problem admitting that. What I
do know is that I
have spoken, both in person and on this forum and others like it, with many Masons, alot of them (all of them, to be honest) I consider my friends and
I trust what they tell me. If you go back and look at my posts from when I signed on here you will see that I was just as ignorant as I could be, but
I started asking questions and reading, and I decided for myself who I thought was telling the truth and who was full of it, who I could trust to give
good info and who was spouting crap. Put all that together with the Masons I met in person, who I talked to at the lodge before meetings, and the
investigation committee that came to my house and spoke with me about Masonry, and all I have read and all the questions I have asked, both publicly
and privately, and I feel pretty confortable that I have a good handle on what it's about. Ritual? No idea. Never seen it, never looked for
"exposures" on the web or anything like that. I just don't have a desire to know those things before it is my turn to hear/see them. I trust my
resources and I trust my intuition and judgement. With that in mind, I feel that I know enough to speak on the subject. If it's something I know
nothing about, I'll keep my mouth shut (most of the time

). If it's something I feel like I know something about I'll chime in. I don't pretend
to be a Mason, only a friend of Masons who has done his homework and made up my own mind.
P.S. I NEVER questioned the fact that you are a Mason, I have followed your posts here (as I'm sure you have mine) for quite some time now. Like I
said though it's just that your posts sometimes are at odds with each other. No offense intended I assure you.
[edit on 1/30/05 by The Axeman]