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She will be a peace soon and she wont even know it. No more suffering. She will be with you always in mind! Be strong its what she would want! Best wishes.
originally posted by: and14263
My mum has been ill with cancer.
This weekend it all went tits up. Horrendously.
She's in a hospice. I've been with her for two days, she's on morphine and obviously not feeling pain. But we're feeding her water from a sponge, she's terribly thin, pale, half conscious and doesn't look like my mum.
I knew this was going to happen. I was prepared.
But Fk me it's intense.
I don't want stars and flags. I want to write down here what's happening and see what you guys can say.
She'll be dead by tomorrow. I've come home.
I know death comes to us all. I'm being strong for my family. There's a load of us so we can support each other.
But ATS, I think I need some positive vibes.
Many of you have gone through much worse. I feel for my stepfather, he's there on his own, but we'd do the same for our wife wouldn't we.
I dunno ATS, I kind of hope she goes tonight. I kissed her goodbye and she knew I was there.
This sort of stuff makes us stronger and is natural.
Jesus ATS, I'm strong and weak.
Sorry for hitting heavy here tonight but usually you guys really help.
I think I'll be ok, it's been a long day.