posted on May, 18 2016 @ 09:07 AM
You have a long way to go in terms of this dilemma, and it's a real roller coaster.
First of all, "God" is defined philosophically as "Almighty, Omnipotent, Omnipresent, Omniscient, Infinite, and Eternal".
-- This means God planned and controls actively every single event, thought, action, etc, of every aspect of Universal Reality, down to every atom.
Chemical reactions, gravitational orbits, that penny you found on the ground the other day, every letter composing your post today and your feelings,
Secondly, only Two (2) things exist, which can be further considered One (1) thing.
- God, or Everything
The perception that many things exist and are independent actors is only a necessary illusion.
In terms of the "Matrix" conception, all of Reality is a type of 'Holographic Fabrication' whereby everything we sense is generated
electromagnetically via a type of computer.
In this computerized illusion, the "Administrator, or God" acts from outside the Reality from a separate and distinct super-reality. Admin exists
outside of Time, because It can rewind, fast-forward, pause, etc; in order to rearrange, reprogram, or otherwise affect any aspect of the System.
You are essentially Admin playing within this System for whatever purpose, and you are also at the same time, not Admin because your control over the
System is extremely limited.
So the Tertiary (3) aspect must be Prayer and Faith, because you are essentially set up to be completely screwed over in some way or another.
Prayer and Faith allows a direct link between you and the Admin, whereby you might request edits or fixes to the Dynamics of the System. Sometimes,
from my experience, these petitions for edits are granted.
Keep in mind: it was already pre-ordained or designed that you would request these edits from the outset of System Boot, that whichever edits granted
were for a reason, and the ones denied were also for a reason.
As the player-character in this illusion, there is no valid way to determine Admin's ultimate Goals or Reasoning, the underlying substance or
mechanism of operation, or even why the heck you exist in this illusion.
That is were instinct and intuition come into play, you have to "Follow your Heart" and "Go with the Flow", because you aren't capable of doing
anything else technically.
For instance, I was generated specifically to tell you I was generated to inform you that I was generated and so on and so forth. From my perspective,
you were generated to compel me to inform you of that.
Everything happening is for a reason yes, but that reason or purpose is impossibly mysterious from our limited perceptions as we lack infinite data to
calculate the ultimate outcome of this System.
Of course, we could go into far more detail and my post could be revised and edited for better accuracy and clarity, but I'm outta time, as my time is
not Admins time.
You ought to Pray for wisdom and understanding, and for Help. It does create action and response. And it appears, at least for a lack of better
terminology, to work to an extent, but that degree of effectiveness is variable and up to you to discover.